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[Monday, June, 12^th 2006 @ 02:25 pm. ]
Miss me?
Well Last week hmmm. On Tuesday I FINALLY moved into my room. My cousin went to work. I woke up mad early. And moved all her stuff out while she was at work. Then I moved all my stuff in. She called me and I was like “guess what all your stuff is moved out” She wasn’t mad because I moved it into her new apt. for her and put everything away nice and neat. She was like “thank you” Everything looks so nice now that I am completely unpacked and moved in. I washed all my cloths put everything away. I feel so much better and comfortable. So good to sleep on a nice new bed, and have some privacy again. *smiles*

Rest of the week I basically keep organizing my stuff. Putting some older cloths away. I got too much cloths yo, haha. Closet fill of cloths, 6 drawers filled of cloths and bins in the hallway of cloths I packed up. Whole Gay Greek Tragedy. My family come over, checking out my new room. Everyone hating because its hot. *pops collar* haha. My nephews is funny. Jacob stole my change and then asked me for some. I told him he could have it all. He was like good, and took out the change he stole and then got the rest of it. I was like “you lil jerk” Joshua had me rolling. My sister is trying to potty train him. He Joshua was like “I didn’t have no pampers in two days. I am a grown ass man” haha, mind you he is only two years old. I was arguing with him and he was like “shut your black ass up” I was like WTF? That boy is a trip.

I might get me a lil part-time type job. My boy E is a supervisor at CVS. And he trying to hook me up. I could use the job. Get me out the house, and help me pay my credit card bills and I so need some new video games. *smiles* So hopefully I hear something about the job this week. Wish me luck [I need that shit].

Friday was a cool day. I went out with my boy Antonio [lestatri.com] We went to the movies. Nigga took forever to get here. Then he gets mad at me because he got lost, haha. Dork. We went to North Haven Cinemas because that was the only place playing movies mad late. We went to go see The Omen I aint really want to see it but there was nada else to see so. The movies was ok. I only really got scared when a damn dog jumped out of no where, other than that not so scary. But the crazy part of the night, was when I got a picture mail from Joey. It was a “provocative type” picture. Now I was at the movies and my phone was on vibrate so I checked the details of the picture to see what time he sent it to me. I am lookin at the details and I see my number, and what do you know I see another cell phone number. Why would Joey send such a picture to someone else at 2am in the morning if he has a boyfriend [me]? I left it alone and once I got in the car with Antonio I use his phone to call this other number. I called and it was a Dude, named Edwin from Norwalk where Joey lives. Now why would my boyfriend send a “provocative” picture to another nigga? Hmmmmmmm. Whole Fucking Gay Greek Tragedy ! Now what’s funny is that When Joey use to go out with his Ex for the 10 months he was with him, Joey use to send me pictures too like that. I use to think why is Joey sending me pictures like that if he has a man? So for the past three weeks I have been checking all his pictures to see if he is sending them to anyone else, and only just me until Friday night. Something was telling me to check, and damn always trust your gut feelings yo.

So I called Joey but he was at work and I asked him who was this Edwin. Joey told me he met him at Club Moore. But I left it alone and waiting until he got out of work to talk to him. I called him right and I was like so who is this Edwin. He was like he met him at the club. I was like how he got your number. Joey was like I gave it to him. [WTF givin your number out to fags at a club? who does that in america?] Joey said they chilled, went to the beach together and everything. Funny because Joey last weekend was cussin me out talkin mad shit because I went to the mall with my boy Frankie. I told him about Frankie and what we was doing and everything. I did not hide nothing from Joey, always was 100% honest because I don’t have nothing to hide. So funny that he gets mad at me for making a new friend and all along, Joey is giving his number out to fags in clubs, chillin with them and everything? How fucked up is that. How dishonest and disloyal is that. So damn fucked up. So I asked him, why the fuck you sending him pics like that for. He said he aint send it to him, that he don’t know how that happen. Bunch of BS basically. So I told Joey what would you do if I did all that. He said I would get mad, argue with you… and I was like AND??? He was like ….and brake up with you. I said exactly and hung up. No More Joey. Can not believe it yo. I got played ONCE AGAIN. Gay niggas are such lying ass hoes I swear. Joey said that “I did not do anything with him” but all that lying and doing shit behind my back. I don’t believe his ass no more. He aint nothing but a typical fagot to me now. I was so hurt that once again I got played. Makes no sense to me that he would do shit behind my back like that. I don’t get why he begged me on the phone to take him back the 1st time I broke up with him. I don’t get why he telling me I am a good boyfriend to him and that he is happy with me, and that he likes me so much. I don’t get it at all. I am truly hurt about this whole situation. Its so damn grimey. He turned out to be a typical fagot. Aint that a bitch yo. *shakes head* but ah well. I cant do nothing about it no more. *dust shoulders off* I am better with out him. I put so much damn effort into being with him. I dealt with some much Bull Shit dealing with him. I tried and help him with so much stuff and dealt with so much peddy lil BS. And I kept trying and trying for him. And for nothing. He sent me a chat thing with “I wouldn’t” I guess saying he would never hurt me. I text back like "you did” And to think yesterday would have been our 4 month anniversary. Ah well. *sad face* He just lost out on a great boyfriend. Hope he has fun with all the other typical fags out there. *two snaps and a spin smack*

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