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[Monday, August, 07^nd 2006 @ 03:18 am. ]
This weekend, so yea. Friday I got to chill with my boy Joshua “J”. It was cool. I only get to see his punk ass like once a year. So we usually have like a lil movie friend date once a year. But its always a good time. he is my lil dorky sci fi geek friend. So cute. We chilled and walked to the beach. Chilled around a lot of white people. Then we walked back to the movies. His punk ass always calls me “ghetto” but… I just like to express myself at any given time. *angel face* We went to go see The Decent movie up at Showcase Cinemas in Bridgeport. It was a hot as movie. It wasn’t cheesy like some other scary movies was, it was good all the way through and there was no bull shit plot or nada. So it was good. I jumped a few times. Joshua was jumping like a lil bitch, haha. There was some gorey gruesome shit, I liked it! I glad I got to see him again. He was actually the 1st homo friend I ever made, so cool we still cool ya know.

Next day me and Frankie got picked up by Miguel. We chilled at his house. They got me “overly tipsy” was drinking Moheetos, or however ya spell it. They was good. I like it. *smiles* then started taking X Rated shots. Wow I was feelin NICE I was in the matrix with neo in shit. Haha. Then they decided to go to the movies. I had to go see the Decent again. My ass was all tipsy I was laughing at da scary parts, and had mad goofy comments. It was fun. I was then involuntarily compelled to sleep over Miguel house even after I told him I aint want to. His punk ass. Then me and Frankie slept on his bed, and his bed is hard ass hell. I aint get no sleep. Damn tragedy yo. But Frankie let me hold him, so it was cool. The next day Miguel got my damn nerve, he so slow sometimes. Helped him move into his new apt. It looks mad cute. Its mad far though, I don’t know what he was thinking. I guess he was just jumping into the whole I wanna be independent phase or something. But I think he can handle it so dats was sup. I finally got home and went to sleep. I was so tired.

Oh my god, I have to talk about this. Flava Flav! This show is fuckin bonkers yo! I was Rollin, laughing so hard. The women on this show are so damn ghetto, crazy, wild, slow, insane ass all hell. Complete entertainment for the whole hour. I mean there was a fight in the 1st 10 mins. Bitch got picked up and kicked out the house “don’t be interrupting my prayer or god will direct me to whip your ass“, other girls is drunk acting stupid. Other girls is arguing fighting, some of the girls are so crazy like really mentally not right “you is cooler then a polar bear‘s toenails dog“. Last but not least, a girl Shitted On Herself Like What The Blood. This show is off the hook. Yall must see it on VH1.

Yo I am feeling really sad bout now. Kind don know why. I just think I was stressed today. Bunch of homos just got on my nerve all at once this weekend. NO one I was really messing with or trying to holla at but peeps I was friends with or trying to be cool with. I really do not get some people. I guess I am too honest and caring and other is just fake and blah. Makes no sense, just be real. If you a hoe just say it. You wasting my time and yours ya know. I don’t know. *sighs* Every time I talk to someone new. I think they cool, I think this one might be different and just a short while lata, its always the same damn bull shit. Its like I try and be a good friend to these homos, and its like for what, I either get played, dissed, used, disrespected. I don’t know why I continue to be so damn nice and caring. I really don’t. *sad face* I got so much love that I want to give, so much that I want to do, so much nice things want to do for someone, but there aint no nigga on my level. Not that I am on some HIGH above everyone level. Is not about being above anyone or what not. They just not on my level, whatever level that is. I have high hopes that there is another dude that is like me. There has to be. Its just real hard trying to locate that mother fucka, haha. But hopefully I will find him.

Getting lonely yo. *sad fuckin face*

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