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[Monday, April, 30^th 2007 @ 02:11 am. ]
Well where did I leave off? I don’t know blah.

School Issues. I missed a lot of classes. Bad, bad, bad Orlando *smacks myself in da head*. But it’s not too bad. For my Script Writing Class I have to write a proposal for a documentary I want to do. But I didn’t do it because I don’t know what the hell to do it on. I might do it on gay culture. I don’t know, yet. It’s due tomorrow. Grrrr. As for my History Class I am doing well in that class to. I am waiting to get m book report and 2nd text grade back. I hope I did well. *crosses fingers* Then for my Cinematic Technique Class I am doing well too. I got a 98 on my last paper. She even said it in front of class that I did so good and she handed my paper to me and she put everyone else’s papers on the table haha. I am da bomb. I know. *pops collar* As for the Internship. I got some of the info. So I hope to design the layout and get that info online by next weekend.
Crazy Rican Familia 2

Familia Issues. Well my sister moved to FL. But then she got into some domestic violence drama with her baby daddy and yea. So she called me like she needed plans tickets ASAP to get out of there and to move back home. So I bought the tickets, which she was, suppose to pay me back…and my sister and my three nephews got here on Wednesday. I was happy to see them I haven’t seen them since November. So we all in the house and everyone hugging and it was a cool happy family moment. But not for long because then my brother came, and he got his own issues. Then he talking shit to my mother, but yet my mother is the one who has custody of his daughter. So then my mom gets pissed off so bad she started crying and was about to smack my brother, my sister and aunt had to hold her back. Then my mom leaves crying, my aunt gets mad she starts crying and makes my brother leave the house. I am like damn, so much drama. It was cool though, all my nephews slept over that night. We played video games and watched movies all night. Those boys are funny. I took videos with my cell phone of them all fighting. Crazy Ricans. It was fun though.

Homo Issues. Well as I said before I deaded what I had with Milo. So we just been cool. But then he kept hitting me up saying he missed me, and he was texting me saying he wants me back and what not. Now I do miss him to, I miss holding him in shit, but I kind of don’t think we are compatible for a few reasons. But Milo has been persistent though, so I was like ok let’s do this again. Then the next day, he pissed me off like Tuesday or so. See we planned to chill this past weekend and I was going to go over there and see what’s good. He changed the plans because he wanted to go out clubbing with his boys, which was cool, but I told him I didn’t want to go Saturday and leave Sunday afternoon and I told him lets just hold it to next weekend. So we got into a lil argument online and it went mad blah. I was explaining over and over why I didn’t want it that way and his ass just ignored whatever I had to say. That pissed me off. How I end something with you, you say you want to work something out, I take you back, and the first instance when we have opportunity to try to agree on something and work something out with me, you ignore everything I am trying to tell you and you just want to do what’s best for you. That’s bullshit. I told him it has to be 50 – 50, and that clearly went out the window. So I was like fuck it, lets just be friends. Then he going to text me that I am immature and I am dramatic and my brain is fucked up. I am like “what the blood” how am I immature and dramatic for telling him that if he wants me back he has to step his game up and the minute he has that opportunity to show me he is serious about me and he can comprise with me, he does the exact opposite and ignore what I have to say and only wants what he wants. I was damn AIMin him whole paragraphs and he wasn’t even reading everything I had to say. If you don’t care what I have to say, if you don’t care how I feel about something, if you not showing you can comprise with me, than of course I aint going to waste my time with you and of course I am going to want to end it. How is that being dramatic? Then he said my “brain is fucked up” He said that because I told him how his actions reminded me a lot of my exes. My brain isn’t “fucked up” by them. Dealing with my exes’ bull shit and seeing some of that in Milo obviously a red flag is going to go up. It’s called learning from your mistakes so you don’t make them again. But again, he starts texting me, that he wants me to give him a chance; that he misses me; that don’t give up on him, that he promises to try harder. Now this is something different. None of my exes acted like that. Once it’s done it’s done with me and they bounce and try to come back like months later. Milo stays persistent with it. He doesn’t give up. So I start thinking, if he is so persistent with trying to get me back, that must mean something, and maybe he is sincere with his words and feelings. So I decided to give him another chance. He seems to want to try and work it out; I just know that he is a little inexperienced with dealing with someone on a different level. Not that I am on a higher level, it’s not about being on a higher or lower level, we just on different levels. So I told him he needs to step his game up if he wants to be with me because I refuse to deal with any drama. I don’t bring it to him, so he needs to not bring any drama to me. He is suppose to come see me Tuesday, so I will see how that goes. I guess talk some shit out or what not. If I miss him and want to work it out then so be it, if not……. Then I guess go back to being just friends. I guess all I can do is hope for the best. It’s up to him to prove to me he is for real. I really hope it goes well. *crosses fingers*

Weekend Issues. This weekend was cool, for the most part. Actually I am tired of blogging I aint even going to get into the whole homo drama at the club Friday night. Let’s just say that it was fun at the club. Afterwards was damn bull shit. I am just going to stop going out my way to be nice to fucking homo friends, because I always end up regretting it. I stay trying to do for others, stay coming out my pocket, and its like for nothing because fucking gay people always end up being corny ass niggas. I am so done with it. Saturday was cool. I went to a house warming party. I was mad because I designed these 3 pictures and was going to print them and frame them for the gift to my friend but Wal-Mart’s printing machines was broke. So I ended up buying this kitchen jar thing. But she really liked it so it was cool. The party was cool, there was mad people I didn’t know and yall know I am shy and antisocial, but the food was good. Some of my homo pals was there so they had me laughing. After we left the party we went to Walgreen and they had a printing machine there so I got the pictures printed 8x 10s they came out nice. My aunt is going to give it to her at work Monday. I hope she will like them, took me damn two hours to make them.

I am going to go do something else.

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