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[Monday, July, 09^th 2007 @ 07:55 pm. ]

Hello to all. Damn it has been a while huh?

Employment Status. Status well there is no status. I aint got no job. College grad with no job. Aint that a bitch. I been looking and looking. Sending my resume out all about. But no damn luck. I know I can be looking better, but I don’t know where or how to look for a job, plus no car. So blahness in full effect. *sighs* I had a job interview with Cabelvsion and it did not go good. There was a 4 part test. I passed all but one. The one I failed should have been the one I did the best in but no I failed it. It was da damn typing test, I failed it because I was so cautious about the spelling I kept reading it over to make sure everything was perfect but because of that, I wasted too much time and failed it. They said I can retake that one part but I have to wait till august to try again. So sucks ass. Job would haven been easy and good for me. Not what I really wanted but something good enough to handle my shit ya know. I need to find something quick, but I don’t know. Times is hard. I need to step my game up. Like now.

Familia Goya. I been chilling with the family a lot more. I kind of stopped talking to a lot of my friends. Too much damn drama. So I fell back a lot. So more time with the family. Cool with me my fam is crazy and fun. I went clubbing for my sister b day. That was fun. My sister was hating on me because I dance better the her, haha. *pops collar* went on a lot of fam picnics and bbqs. Been eating like a fat ass. Obesity in full effect. Eli had a b day party at Sea Side Park. It was cool, I made the ribs and they came out banging. I kept half a rack and left them at the house for me the next day. That is how you know you are fat, when you start sneaking food. Haha. This past weekend was cool. My cousin Leanette had an engagement party. More breeders getting married. Blah. It was cool. I kind of got real bored so I drank some mohitos! Holla lol. Silly homo in full effect. Yes I was acting very gay my cousin was like “Orlando you never act that gay” I told her I was bored. Fierceness in full effect.

Creative Flow. Since my new found abundance of time, I have been doing a lot more creative hobby type shit. I launched www.orlandosotojr.com check it out let me know what ya think. That site will be the home of my creative portfolio. I will be putting my graphics, stories, and poems there. So far the site is great. Poems are up, graphics are up and now I am working on the stories. Actually a lot harder then I thought to write stories. So much you got to think about when it comes to writing. I am working on “Mutated” right now the most. My ay version of x men, Episode one is almost done. You can read the preface and characters now on the OSJ.com site. Read and let me know what you think. I am going to focus some attention on “My Angel” I got the first four episodes for My Angel already in mind. So I wanna get some stories out as I write some for Mutated. It would be cool if I were able to work on this full time. Starving Artist. Haha. I cant do it. I need a real job. This will be my hobby for now. But I always did want to publish a book of short stories. I guess I am on my way to doing that.

Pillow Cuddler. Yes me and my pillows are so close. Greek Tragedy yes but nothing I can do about it. Me and the homo species are still not on the same page. Shit not even on the same chapter or book. *sighs* I don’t know. I cant find no one that is right for me. When I do find some one with potential it always fails soon after. Big let down one after the other. Should I lower my standards? *sighs* No. Just be single and keep looking. I keep telling my self I need to put myself out there and stop with this shy and antisocial thing, but then again. What’s the point of trying to get to know people when in a few weeks time you probably wont ever want to speak to them again. That is how it always enfolds in my life. So why bother? They you should always try and never give up? But damn 6 years and nothing… But whatever. Nothing I can do. I guess. *sighs again*

There are a few that I flirt with. Cool dudes that I have an attraction for. Just keeping it cool for now. Simple. Friends first, ya know. One garcon was catching my attention more. Mon neuvue copain de caliner? Pas du tout, c’est domage. *sighs again* but I don’t know. It is what it is. My urge to keep trying is dieing out. I don’t know. Blah. No more blogging I am going to watch Harry Potter.

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