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[Sunday, July, 29^th 2007 @ 03:33 am. ]
Was sup stalkers /fans. Miss me? Well duh, because like DUH.
Educational Aspect. I got a letter in the mail congratulating me about finished my college degree and that I complete all my credits and that they will be sending my degree in the mail soon. SO COOL. I am so going to frame that paper when it comes. My degree is basically my greatest accomplishment. Is it? The process of going to school full time while working three part jobs was my greatest accomplishment. Well I guess it goes hand and hand. But I am excited to finally get it. Not going to be excited when my school loans come in. $30,000 in college loans. Sucks even more because I spent all that money, owe all that money, did all that work and for what. My degree aint even landing me any jobs at the moment. WHOLE GREEK TRAGEDY. Mais, C’est la vie. I guess. I need to consolidate the college loans. Anyone know of a good place to consolidate loans?

Familia De Goya. My fmailia, they crazy enough said. Haha. But nothing too crazy I guess. My cousin moved out of the first floor. Mad drama there. Now it is a kind of split between the rest of the fam and her. Except for me, I am the only normal one So I am mutual with everyone. They all love me. I AM JUST SO DAMN LOVABLE. *pops collar* But its kinda crazy they all beefing. Then mad drama with my sister. She let two of her kids go to FL with their daddy or god parent. My mom is really mad, but I kind of agree with my sister because she had to do what she had to do. She sent her kids away because she trying to get a job and finish school. This is a good thing. I will miss Eli and Josh though. Jacob is still here, he snoring right now on the side of me.

Then my mother moved into the first floor. So I had to help her move all her stuff. Which yall know my weak ass aint built for no manual labor. But we moved everything and my mom already unpacked and I help her make her house nice and stuff. So it’s all good. She had me nailing and screwing and hammering. Like? Me? Doing all this “masculine suff”
My boy Jason was like why she even asked me to do it but I was like “I am the closet thing to a man in this house” So I gotta just risk the nails getting broken. Haha. *pats my weave* I cannot wait for my mommy to start cooking. Mmm mmm good.

Two Stepping. I went to Oracle (Asterisk) Friday night. It was aiiiigt. I went with my cousin Krystal and she only 19 so we had to stay in the 18 and over side which SUCKED. But it was ok because I wanted to take her out. She liked it, so it was cool. She is a big fag hag, haha. But the worst part of it was the homos. There were several of homos I used to go out with, talk to, and be friend s with that were all there that night. Mad awkward. I was like “Bacteria” Even my ex boyfriend Gabby was there. That was really weird seeing him. I aint see him since he.. played me haha. I kinda did not like seeing any of them there. It was like all degrees of homo relationships from boyfriends, dating, flirting, to just friends and coolness, but they all ended with the same regular hoe, drama, bullshit behavior. Which actually got me really sad. Really sad. Maybe that is my greatest accomplishment. Trying my hardest to be a good hearted caring boyfriend, and not letting any of these whack ass, hoe ass, or drama ass niggas change me or affect me in any way, shape or form? After all the cheating, lying, and drama, I still stay strong and I don’t let it get me down or affect the kind of person I am. Anyways the music in the club was sucking to. They had a drag show whihch was ok. I gave that queen a fucking dollar. She dropped her $20 bill someone else gave her and I picked it up. I gave it back to her though after her show. I should have kept it. Haha.

On the way home was funny. Due to my current and abrupt state of sadness, I got lost. I missed the damn exit because I was thinking about my relationships and m current lack of none and was like damn. There are no good homos in the tri state area. So basically I am going to be single and with out cuddles for a long long time. *sighs* I was suppose to get off at exit 52 I was on 49 when I realized I was going too far. I got off at the wrong exit got lost then got back on the right highway but I missed the exit AGAIN and then I had to connect to another highway to go back home and it was crazy. But yea. Blah.

Maybe my websites are my greatest accomplishment? I really love my site. I really love being able to make an online documentary journal of my life. The past four years are on here. Everyone I know, met, dated, liked, fought with, loved, are on here. My memories, good times, bad times, sad times are on here. My heart is on here. I love it. I love going back and rereading my past. I hope I can keep this site up for a long time to come. Go peep, www.orlandosotojr.com Been writing some shit, let me know what ya think.

I think I am done. I always say I am going to blog something quick and it always comes out long. I talk too damn much. Haha. *pops collar* And I know everyone is so sick of hearing me say it, but for real. CUDDLE BUDDY???? (seriously needed.)

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