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[Tuesday,August, 21^th 2007 @ 02:53 am. ]

Was sup peoples of middle earth. What is rocking?

Jobless Hobo. So I guess there is nothing I can really do. I am going to be a street walker. Charge like $50 for a 30 minute cuddle session. Ya think I will make a lot of money? Hmmm. I don’t know. I guess I am going to wait till September 20th to see if I am going to get that job. Nothing else doesn’t seem to be popping off so I am going to wait for that. If something else presents itself then holla back even better. But at least I got plan A now.

My little online business (www.get-hosting.net) has been doing really good this summer. It has been paying the bills, so that’s cool. It needs to be a lot better. But I am happy with the help it has been providing me. I want to make some more websites. I aint do that in a few months. Making websites is fun, fun, fun. I should advertise in the paper for people looking to have a web site done. But my people skills suck. I am too shy, people scare me. They smell weird. Ha-ha. ”I am a dork citizen of earth.” My boy wants a website again well, he wants me to make him another layout for his website but he annoys me sometimes. So I don’t know if I will do it. Hmmmmmm?

Creativity in full effect. I need to get back into my writing. I really like to write. I am very creative and I got a lot of ideas but most of it is in my head. I need to start typing away. I am half way done with episode 2 of “Mutated” The story ideas I have for “Evil Pretty” is going to be hot! I been also working a lot more on a new story idea but this one won’t be a short story like the others. I am writing a new one called “Him and I” and this one will be a fiction novel. So far so good. I just wish I had more time to write. I been too busy helping everyone else that I don’t have time to sit and concentrate on writing. I wrote a few new poems. They came out hot. All this can be read at www.orlandosotojr.com let me know what ya think?

Familia de Goya. My family crazy. *smiles* so Sunday was eventful. I woke up to having to help my aunt fix the washing machine. She took out the tube from da pipe and that shit burst water all over the place. It was so funny. She got splashed in her face and was soaked. Yall know my gay ass backed up. I can’t get my hair wet now. But then I had to move a washing machine and screw tubes and all this shit. I aint got no muscles; I don’t know why I get ask to do manual labor. I fucked up my nails to. Shit. *smiles* Then after that I had to go to my cousin house to dye her hair. I had to go from masculine to feminine all in one day ha-ha.

Homo Battle. I get a horoscope text message everyday to my phone. I got one saying say hi to long lost friends or some shit like that. So I usually follow it sometimes. So I did that day and sent my old friends Farrakhan and Jeff a myspace message saying “Bottom” Ya know simple, but still funny. Just my way of saying Hi. Jeff said something simple back, but Farrakhan ha-ha he got too emotional. It was too funny. He was cursing me out. He said, “Be reminded of all the time and energy I wasted and a pathetic fuck like you. What was the point in you messaging me after all these months? Even more important... Why the fuck am I wasting even 5 more minutes on a sorry shit like you?”. Like it’s sad because he still thinks he is innocent. Like own up to your words own up to your own actions. He is the one that was annoying the hell out of me. He was the one that started with the attitude. He was the one who was talking shit out me to my friends behind my back (like duh my friends told me everything he said). He was the one that was telling my friends he was in love with me but then he sexually messed with my boy Jewls in Jewl’s house. How gross is that? Not to mention that Jewl’s has a history of STDs. How gross is that? But yet after all this time, I am still the one who is at fault? Like grow the fuck up little boy.

Case of the Exes. Must be a full moon because the Exes are all coming out to play. Well try to play. Aries my first boyfriend called me up. Weird. He always calls me though every 6 months – year. But I never save his number no point we not cool like that, we don’t talk so I always delete it. But I guess it was cool hearing from him. He misses me awww. Haha. They always miss me. He told me to go over but, nah I can’t. He will try and touch me, and GROSS. But I will do the phone friend thing for now. Hopefully it stays cool.

Ronny dude I was dating this past Feb, is still asking me if I would give him a chance. I am like hell no, not after all that BS ya did. And he said he changed. I hate it when homos swear that they changed so much. Yea right. He still dramatic and no no no. He is the one that sent Matt a message on myspace calling me a hoe. He told Matt that I cheated on him with Mr. Farrakhan. Like, I didn’t even give Farrakhan a hug. Ronny such a damn drama queen for lying and telling Matt I was a hoe. If I am such a hoe why he want me back? Homos always make themselves look so damn stupid.

Derek my BF from 2 years ago is calling me back now to. I always try and be cool with him but he always ends up being too dramatic and talking too much shit. This is probably the 6th or 7th time he comes around. So far is he good, but he can switch into Damien moon any second. He wants to chill with my next Sunday. It’s his b day. I am kind of skeptical but I think it will be fine. Two friends who happen to be exes can have a normal chill day right? Plus I want to beat his ass in a video game. Ha-ha. And I want to cuddle. I aint cuddle in a long ass time (since Matt and that was blahness in full effect).

Other Stuff I just got a text message saying that there might be some romance coming my way. EXCITED AM I!. I need me a new cuddle buddy. I was thinking maybe instead of trying to find a perfect boyfriend I just date close enough dudes. Like just date them and do all the cute romantic cuddle shit but don’t have sex or make it official. Maybe that will work better for now. Just date dudes I like and go on dates, cuddle all that good stuff, but just don’t have no official relationship or no sex. I am sure there will be drama still but hopefully not as much. And maybe through this process one will shine better then the rest and I will pick him. Maybe it will cool, but then again I am too shy in shit to actually put myself out there. Oh blah. I don’t know. Maybe just stay single. Hmmmm. What do you think?

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