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[Tuesday,July, 22^nd 2008 @ 3:44 am.
Howdy Peoples. Well I guess this is July’s blog.

Work.
Optimum is cool. Same o shit really. It is getting a little easier since I am the bomb at the job, I am always walking the floor. Now I am a Mentor so I get to train and coach the new people that come in. I like walking and mentoring, I get to be more social, I get to help people, and best of all more time off the phones. Being on the phone and taking care of people really aint that bad but sometimes people are so fucking dumb or crazy. I had this old Latina lady cursing up a storm at me. But she was kinda cute. She had me rolling usually I rush people off the phone when they ignorant but with her nah I let the convo roll for entertainment purposes. She had be rolling “I no pay for shit, you crazy” haha. I miss her. I had the other older black lady she was wilding out to, she was like “there aint no nothing on tv, I like watching them shows where they kill people” then she was like “this bill needs help oh in the name of Jesus” haha. Fun times.

Cablevision had me so mad the other day. Bitches at work stole my damn digital camera! I just bought that fucker to. And there are pictures in the memory card of me so I know they know it is mines and no one returned it. Damn ghetto ass bitches. So I had to buy yet another digital camera yesterday. Let’s see how long this one lasts.
Soon we will be getting some Stars (work points that equal a dolla a point) I probably gonna get like 300 stars. So that’s $300 HOLLA. Show me the money. I don’t like black people. BOOP. Haha. And I cannot wait till August 5th, I finally get my damn vacation, sick and personal time. I am gonna be calling Spoc like a mother fucka. YAY! *snaps*

OMG and today was so sad. A co-worker died. I was so sad, I was getting all teary eye I had to hold back. She passed away early today from a diabetic shock. I can’t believe it I was just joking around with her Friday night. My love goes out to them fam and friends. *sad face*

Familia.
The goya clan is all good. I got all my nephews down now. My nephew Eli came down from Florida. I took all the boys to the movies to see Handcock The movie was good it wasn’t the bomb but it was good. The boys liked it. Then I took them to Mc Donald’s to eat. It was a cool Tio and Nephew day. Boys be driving me crazy though, they like being in my room because I got the Xbox 360, but they stay fighting! All day I say being the mediator until they piss me off enough and I kick them out my room, haha.

Out and About
Last weekend it was Tiesha bday. We went clubbing Wednesday to Botega in New Haven CT. The place was tight but it was ok for Wednesday night. Music was ok… It was fun after the club because Tiesha was so damn drunk. She couldn’t even stand up straight haha. I would hold her up and be like “look everybody” and let her go so she can wobble down and then catch her before she fell. Haha. We went out to Lady Luck in Bridgeport, CT. It was a cool place. They played all music, like everything. Rap, reggae, Spanish, rock, pop, techno, they even played two gay beats… I was like hmmmm the DJ must be a homo to haha. It was mad hot in there though but I would go again. Tiesha has three drink tokens and I am so going to steal one. (shh don’t tell her) It was funny after because we trying to leave home and Maria is acting like she Captain Save A Hoe and trying to help this lady that was passed out on the floor. I was like “just leave that bitch, she will be aight” I mean there was a group of guys surrounding her, she was going to be just fine. Haha that mean I know.

Went out clubbing Saturday Night. I went with my home girl Tiesha and her home boys. The club was so damn ghetto so not worth the hour drive it took to get there. Place was mad hot, Oh My God, I had sweat dripping all down my balls and neck. So damn gross I swear. Then there was people smoking weed and it was so mad contact all night long. They played a lot of reggae which was fun. But blah, I was there like last year and I don’t think I will be back until another year haha. Boop.

I went and drove myself to the Bronx and Brooklyn last week. I went to go visit some homo buddies of mine that I aint seen in a long time. It was cool. I mean the drive sucks because traffic is fucking crazy and my car’s AC is broken. I got to chill with Benny and got a lil cuddle action. Then I went to see Jesus and Jamie. I wanted to take Jamie out to eat for his b day but his anorexic ass didn’t want anything. So I ate chino food and then me and Jamie drove to the BK to pick of Jesus and we all went to the movies to go see Hell Boy 2 the movie was cool. It wasn’t the bomb but it was cool. Before the movies there was a dope advertising display of this new movie coming out called step brothers or whatever. It was a huge photo album billboard. I kept turning the pages. I thought it was so damn cool. Haha. I am a dork I know.

Homo on Homo.
So Jaiden, so damn adorable, but such a damn mess. I mean ah well. It is what it is. Again, I waste my time and energy on him. Again I over do everything and try to hard. Again I get dissed. Whole Greek Tragedy Event. I done tried so hard to work something out for him. It was his b day and I done bought him mad shit. I got him his favorite candies, I got him an outfit a shirt and shorts, I got him boxer briefs, I made a photo shop picture of me and him and printed it and the old one (the one below this blog entry) and I framed both for him and I got him two fitted hats and I even had his name engraved in one. I am just too nice and I always care too much. But I loved making him smile He even said “it was the best present I ever got” so it was worth it even though he didn’t deserve it after all. Nigga dissed me once again. He always just thinks about himself and pushes me to the side until it is convenient for him to show up again. I mean I guess that’s just his personality but kinda sucks for me. *shrugs* so I kinda fell back from him and deleted him off my myspace and he called me asking me about it and I fell so bad because his voice cracked and he said he had to go. I never ever wanted to make him sad but it was something I had to do because I was pretty much wasting my time. It is the same shit every time with him. I can literally copy and paste the same shit I wrote about him a year ago from an old blog. So sad. Jaiden aint ready for me he still needs to figure himself out. But then something crazy happened to him and I almost started crying at work. But I was walking the floor so I had to take a personal and go away for a few minutes and then I went back to work. Then we were texting and I told him I would only be there for him as a buddy and NOTHING else and he started talking shit. And it was really bad. Ah well. That’s done with. I got a cuddle out of it though *smiles* ….(kinda sad but I still care for him. And think about him. But don’t tell him that. Haha)

So just going to move forward. I got to rethink my take on the homo species. I need to learn how to be basic nigga at first instead of a great nigga at first. Only do as much as gets done for me. Keep it 50 / 50 not 95 / 5 haha. It might be hard because I love being a sweet heart but it’s not worth it half the time so why bother. I got to put myself first finally. Boop.

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