My Archives: April 2007

[Monday, April, 30^th 2007 @ 02:11 am. ]
Well where did I leave off? I don’t know blah.

School Issues. I missed a lot of classes. Bad, bad, bad Orlando *smacks myself in da head*. But it’s not too bad. For my Script Writing Class I have to write a proposal for a documentary I want to do. But I didn’t do it because I don’t know what the hell to do it on. I might do it on gay culture. I don’t know, yet. It’s due tomorrow. Grrrr. As for my History Class I am doing well in that class to. I am waiting to get m book report and 2nd text grade back. I hope I did well. *crosses fingers* Then for my Cinematic Technique Class I am doing well too. I got a 98 on my last paper. She even said it in front of class that I did so good and she handed my paper to me and she put everyone else’s papers on the table haha. I am da bomb. I know. *pops collar* As for the Internship. I got some of the info. So I hope to design the layout and get that info online by next weekend.
Crazy Rican Familia 2

Familia Issues. Well my sister moved to FL. But then she got into some domestic violence drama with her baby daddy and yea. So she called me like she needed plans tickets ASAP to get out of there and to move back home. So I bought the tickets, which she was, suppose to pay me back…and my sister and my three nephews got here on Wednesday. I was happy to see them I haven’t seen them since November. So we all in the house and everyone hugging and it was a cool happy family moment. But not for long because then my brother came, and he got his own issues. Then he talking shit to my mother, but yet my mother is the one who has custody of his daughter. So then my mom gets pissed off so bad she started crying and was about to smack my brother, my sister and aunt had to hold her back. Then my mom leaves crying, my aunt gets mad she starts crying and makes my brother leave the house. I am like damn, so much drama. It was cool though, all my nephews slept over that night. We played video games and watched movies all night. Those boys are funny. I took videos with my cell phone of them all fighting. Crazy Ricans. It was fun though.

Homo Issues. Well as I said before I deaded what I had with Milo. So we just been cool. But then he kept hitting me up saying he missed me, and he was texting me saying he wants me back and what not. Now I do miss him to, I miss holding him in shit, but I kind of don’t think we are compatible for a few reasons. But Milo has been persistent though, so I was like ok let’s do this again. Then the next day, he pissed me off like Tuesday or so. See we planned to chill this past weekend and I was going to go over there and see what’s good. He changed the plans because he wanted to go out clubbing with his boys, which was cool, but I told him I didn’t want to go Saturday and leave Sunday afternoon and I told him lets just hold it to next weekend. So we got into a lil argument online and it went mad blah. I was explaining over and over why I didn’t want it that way and his ass just ignored whatever I had to say. That pissed me off. How I end something with you, you say you want to work something out, I take you back, and the first instance when we have opportunity to try to agree on something and work something out with me, you ignore everything I am trying to tell you and you just want to do what’s best for you. That’s bullshit. I told him it has to be 50 – 50, and that clearly went out the window. So I was like fuck it, lets just be friends. Then he going to text me that I am immature and I am dramatic and my brain is fucked up. I am like “what the blood” how am I immature and dramatic for telling him that if he wants me back he has to step his game up and the minute he has that opportunity to show me he is serious about me and he can comprise with me, he does the exact opposite and ignore what I have to say and only wants what he wants. I was damn AIMin him whole paragraphs and he wasn’t even reading everything I had to say. If you don’t care what I have to say, if you don’t care how I feel about something, if you not showing you can comprise with me, than of course I aint going to waste my time with you and of course I am going to want to end it. How is that being dramatic? Then he said my “brain is fucked up” He said that because I told him how his actions reminded me a lot of my exes. My brain isn’t “fucked up” by them. Dealing with my exes’ bull shit and seeing some of that in Milo obviously a red flag is going to go up. It’s called learning from your mistakes so you don’t make them again. But again, he starts texting me, that he wants me to give him a chance; that he misses me; that don’t give up on him, that he promises to try harder. Now this is something different. None of my exes acted like that. Once it’s done it’s done with me and they bounce and try to come back like months later. Milo stays persistent with it. He doesn’t give up. So I start thinking, if he is so persistent with trying to get me back, that must mean something, and maybe he is sincere with his words and feelings. So I decided to give him another chance. He seems to want to try and work it out; I just know that he is a little inexperienced with dealing with someone on a different level. Not that I am on a higher level, it’s not about being on a higher or lower level, we just on different levels. So I told him he needs to step his game up if he wants to be with me because I refuse to deal with any drama. I don’t bring it to him, so he needs to not bring any drama to me. He is suppose to come see me Tuesday, so I will see how that goes. I guess talk some shit out or what not. If I miss him and want to work it out then so be it, if not……. Then I guess go back to being just friends. I guess all I can do is hope for the best. It’s up to him to prove to me he is for real. I really hope it goes well. *crosses fingers*

Weekend Issues. This weekend was cool, for the most part. Actually I am tired of blogging I aint even going to get into the whole homo drama at the club Friday night. Let’s just say that it was fun at the club. Afterwards was damn bull shit. I am just going to stop going out my way to be nice to fucking homo friends, because I always end up regretting it. I stay trying to do for others, stay coming out my pocket, and its like for nothing because fucking gay people always end up being corny ass niggas. I am so done with it. Saturday was cool. I went to a house warming party. I was mad because I designed these 3 pictures and was going to print them and frame them for the gift to my friend but Wal-Mart’s printing machines was broke. So I ended up buying this kitchen jar thing. But she really liked it so it was cool. The party was cool, there was mad people I didn’t know and yall know I am shy and antisocial, but the food was good. Some of my homo pals was there so they had me laughing. After we left the party we went to Walgreen and they had a printing machine there so I got the pictures printed 8x 10s they came out nice. My aunt is going to give it to her at work Monday. I hope she will like them, took me damn two hours to make them.

I am going to go do something else.

Posted by drb @ 02:12 AM CST [Link]

[Tuesday, April, 17^th 2007 @ 03:58 am. ]

Well well. Where to begind since I aint blog in like two weeks. Um…
Well lets get into the School Stuff. Classes are ok. Script writing is good. I missed last class, last Monday, because I was mad sad about something that day. *sniffles* I went to class today and they was talking about the work that was due last Monday. And I was all confused but I was like whatever then the teacher was talking about how there was no class Monday. So I was like bet, class was cancel Monday so I don’t get an absent which means I prob gonna be absent next class, haha. We have to write a documentary on something. I am gonna choose to talk about gay culture since so many people don’t know about it. Gay people got their own style, events, music, dancing, shit we even got our own lingo. So I might do that. I get to be a big extra flaming homo in front of class. Should be fun. My other classes are cool, History and Cinematic Technique. I am getting As and Bs so that’s was sup. I gotta go to the gym. 20 hrs in 3 weeks to get gym credit. And I am doing that internship, but its going no where so I am starting to get a lil bit worried. *crosses fingers*

Familia Stuff. Well I am glad my sister might be coming back. Well she is I had to by her and my nephews’ plane ticket for her. But the rest of my family doesn’t know so DON’T TELL THEM. My sister, Maylene, told me not to tell anyone so I said fine. I miss my nephews. My mom or aunt don’t want her coming because we are all gonna have to help her with everything and shit we all broke so it’s gonna get real hard for everyone. But hopefully shit work out good.

Creative Stuff I been writing a lot. Working on “Mutated” my gay version of x men. I really like writing it so far. I got a lot of ideas for a lot of stories. I thought of over 35 characters already. I am working on 5 episodes and I am almost done with 1. I think I am going to post the stories on my other website www.sodamncocky.com along with my graphics portfolio. Or maybe I should buy www.orlandosotojr.com hmmm….or should I delete www.daricanboi.com and just use the other two? Hmmm. I don’t know. Maybe keep daricanboi.com for my blog. Sodamncocky.com for my pictures and then orlandosotojr.com for my portfolio. What yall think?

Homo Stuff. Oh yea there some new homo drama. Nothing too bad though. As I said in the last blog I started dating Milo. I went to visit him last weekend. Things went awry and I ended it on Monday (why I was sad and didn’t go to class). I told him we should just be friends. Why? Well because.. I didn’t like the way he was acting. Friday was a cool as day. Then Saturday he started getting blah then Sunday he was really acting mad shady towards me. I asked him “why you acting like that with me” and he aint say nada really. Then he was being a jerk in shit for no reason. Then he was doing some shit that was mad suspect. So… it was just like “whatever” I so refuse to get myself involved with another homo that aint ready for something real. I don’t like games, I don’t like bickering back ad forth I don’t like drama. So I held everything in until I got home because it’s mad hard for me to talk about stuff. And I punked it and told him on AIM. So yea that’s done. I guess we cool. But most time if you’re not dating a dude they forget you so… yea. It’s cool though. He is a cool dude. I guess just wasn’t meant to be or what not. *sad face* I will miss holding him. One real good thing I loved about him, he would let me hold him as long as I wanted. *imaginary pokes his one dimple* *sad face again*

But where there is sorrow there is a silver lining. Been single for like week and a half, but ha. I have a new crush. I am such a dork I know. But I LIKE HIM. I like him a lot real fast. This only happened 2 other times before. I usually don’t like dudes real fast like this. But this new dude, I definitely like him a lot. I like talking with him, and he has the cutest laugh. He is so adorable. I love his smile, lil Rican dude. RAWR. And even better, he seems like he is very affectionate, and yall know I LOVE AFFECTION. *smiles* I mean probably nothing will come of it. I might just make a good friend, but I would love to get to hold him if only once. *crosses fingers*

Other Stuff. This weekend was FUN. I went out. Well Friday I was with Rose. The damn bitch is crazy haha. !st she don’t wanna go out. So I took a nap and when I woke up miss home girl got mad at someone then she wanted t go out! So then I had to rush in shit for her. She lucky I love her. We went to Oracle. It was fun. They played some good music and some my peeps was there so it was cool. There was actually like 2 chulos there which I was surprised. Haha we was going back home and we passed by these white people and one white dude told the other white dude “nigga please” haha that shit was so random. You should have seen Rose walking. Her feet hurted from her shoes (which I told her not to wear but she don’t listen) and he was waling all pigeon toed. I was rolling!!!

Saturday my home girl Gladia came over. I bought her a baby phat bag for her b day she liked it. YAY! And then she was like to come with her to this club called Harbor Side. I been there before it’s a hetero spot. So I told her I would go. But it was like model night and they had these recruiters come in looking for models. So thee was mad girls there trying to dress all scandals but it was cool. Me ad my friends were the 1st ones to start dancing in the middle of the floor. We got that club started. BALLIN! I was the token homo in the middle. Haha fin times. Then why these people started fighting outside. All da cops came and broke it up. So we kept dancing and stuff. It was fun. I was dancing with five girls, “go me go me go me” But then it closed and we went to the parking lot to da cars. Some drunk dude started fighting with the bouncers. OMG mad bouncers and cops came and the dudes friends was trying to call him down. Always drama. We went to a diner afterwards and ate some food. It was a fun night. I wish I brought my camera! Ah well.

Hey. I know I ask this a lot. But….. Cuddle? Please.

Posted by drb @ 03:39 AM CST [Link]

[Wednesday, April, 04^th 2007 @ 02:21 pm. ]
Well Well where to begin.
Spring Brake. I had Spring brake last week. It was cool. I stayed at Rose’s house for the week. We went out to Bar clubbing. It was cool. I drank too much. Shit the drinks was only $1 so why not right. It was ok though. The music was not the bomb then again it never is at Bar. We took pictures in front of this wall of light. That was fun. Whole Greek Tragedy happened after. My damn tooth stated killing me. It has been hurting on and off but nothing to bad. But this time around OMG mad pain for no reason. I aint got no health insurance so I can’t get them taken out. It will cost me like $1300 to take them out. So basically I over dosed on pain killers. I took so many that I was knocked out for a whole day, haha. Damn teeth. Me and Rose went to the movies to go see Pan’s Labyrinth. That movie was crazy; it was like a Fairy tale with a war going on in the background. Mad crazy but I liked it. Rose and I took some crazy ass pictures that day. Fun times.
We went out to Oracle again that Friday. When we got there, there was like no one there so me and Rose decided to drink a lot. So I did and I got tipsy mad fast. I was a mess. I was a dancing queen that night. That was the most I even danced at Oracle, and they was playing good music. So it was fun, fun, fun. I went home to rest for the weekend.

School Shit. Well school is ok. Classes aint that hard. I got an A on my midterm in Script Writing class. I like that class. I been writing some good scripts and the teacher seems to like them so I am sure I will pass that class. Cinematic Technique is cool to. I missed two days though if I miss one more, I will get an automatic F which is fucked up but I guess those are the rules. History is cool. I don’t know yet what I got on my midterm. Hopefully I passed. It was kind of hard. I did my book report. I didn’t even read the book. I read like 20 pages and did a 4 page paper on those 20 pages. I hope I get at least a C. I gotta go to the gym for 20 hrs to get my gym credit. I need to go and fill out this gym packet. *sighs* I just hope I pass everything so that I can graduate and get the fuck out of SCSU (go owls!)

Homo Shit. Well I been single for like 3-4 weeks now. That whole Ronny situation has been done with. He actually had the nerve to myspace trying to act brand new and trying to play that innocent role. Still lying so, yea not going to pay that no mind.
I actually have a new cuddle buddy. *smiles* Been chillin with my boy Milo. Tuesday I went to go see him in the city. We went to go get some McDonalds then we went to the movies. We went to go see “The Last Mimzy” I actually liked the movie. I thought it was cool. After that movie we went to go see that movie with Adam Sandler about his family dieing in 911. That movie was cool to. Not the bomb but cool. The best part about watching these movies was I got to hold Milo. Yall know I love that cuddle shit. SO we got to snuggle for like 4 hours. *smiles*

After that he took me to one of his favorite Asian food places. The food was good. They gave of mad food we both shared one plate and then wrapped the rest and ate again off it the next day. I crashed at his house. He mad me take tequila shots. Trying to take advantage of me. Hmmmm. Haha. I got to hold him all night. That was so nice.

I went again to see him this past weekend. I chilled with him at his crib again. I got him watching my favorite show, the L word. He is hooked on it now. We basically laounged around. Saturday we got up because Milo had to handle some business. OMG he left me all alone in a land far far away (Astoria Queens) because he got closet type issues and he had to go to his house. I was so mad. Its all cold and I am all alone and I told his ass I don’t like being by myself in public places. Ggrrrrrr. Damn Colombian homo. His boy Fredo came by, I was mad nervous I don’t like meeting homos ha ha but Fredo was cool. He even brought us some Peruvian food. It was good to. We all watched like 3 episodes of the L Word. 3 homos watching Lesbians, wow.

But yea, me and Milo is cool so far. We are dating. Going to take it slow and see how it goes. I guess hope for the best and see how things follow through. I like him a lot so far when we are together its like we been dating for a while when its only been a week. I am mad comfortable with him and he seems to be very comfortable with me, so its great so far. The distance kind of sucks for me, but I am dealing with it. I think he is so adorable, and I love poking his one dimple. Haha. *smiles*

Creative Shit. Me being the dork that I am, I started writing stories. I am writing a story called “Mutated” its basically a gay version of X Men. I love my mutants so I thought it would be cool to do. I actually got inspired to actually write it from my boy Joshua (www.episodej.com) . He mad my mutants powers are better then his. “Mutated
will focus more on the individuals and their lives and relationships. I always wanted to write about gay and ethic relationships but I never got to it. So I am going to write the “Mutated” episodes so I can learn more about writing and get better at it then I will more on to the real stories I want to do. Maybe I will post them up on here.

Well I am hungry. I am going to order some chino food. 1 ya selves.!

Posted by drb @ 04:23 PM CST [Link]

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