My Archives: June 2006

[Monday, June, 26^th 2006 @ 8:27 pm. ]
So whats been really good with me? Same o BS. Yall know I aint got no life.

Um last week was ….. Something. Don’t really remember the beginning of the week really. Thursday I had to wake up mad early, like at 8 am. Mind you I just went to bed at 6am, me and my boy CJ be on the phone till about 5 something am. So I was TIRED. I had to go to my nephew Eli graduation ceremony at his school. We bounced out the casa and went over there. It was mad hot inside the place, but all the kids looked cute. They all got up and sang “I’m gonna let it shine” and they was dancing and stuff, it was so cute. My sister had me rolling because she was acting so ghetto. All the kids were being called up and she was yelling for them then all the kids were giving her kisses, instead of their own parents. Eli was cute when they called his name, he ran to the front. Then we all went to his class room. And I took pics of all the kids and stuff. We went to go eat at the diner, I came home and went to sleep. Aint wake up till like 7pm. *yawns*

Friday I woke up like at 12, and went to the mall with Frankie. It was funny we got on the bus, and I saw this dude that hollaed at me from myspace, and then the next stop was another dude who hollaed at me from myspace.com, I am like damn, this is the pride bus, haha. Homos Everywhere. I went to the mall because I wanted to buy me some new sneakers. I bought me an all white pair of new balances and a white and royal blue pair of Addidas. I wanted to get something different besides Nikes. I like the Addidas a lot. I aint wear the New Balances yet. Then we went to look for an outfit for Frankie, which I had to pick out. Poor kid wanted to get plaid shorts with a stripe shirt? Who does that in America? Haha. I had to fashionably guide him. Then I went to my Uncle Bucks house, and he gave me a hair cut. So fresh and so clean clean. *pops collar* Then my sister came over with like 9 kids and it was time for me to leave. She dropped me off home and I took a shower and chilled for the night.

Saturday Again I had to wake up mad early. My cousin Leanette calls me crying because she thought she lost her dog. Her boyfriend left the gate open but her dog rain up to my room. So I go downstairs and knocked on her door and she got tears in her eyes and I had Scooby in my hands she was like “SCOOBY” haha she is such a dork. For nothing to because she gonna give him away. I just stayed up, because I made plans with C J to go chill with him in the city. Kinda crazy because we been talkin every day ALL DAY, every night till like 5 am. I got a lil crush on his punk ass. I caught the train and met up with him in Manhattan. Mind you he was like 80 mins late. I was bored in Grand Central , I started dancing and stuff. It was fun. Me and him went to the movies 1st. Saw The Devinchi Code. It was pretty good. Cool story. Too much puzzle stuff it was giving me a head ache, but I liked the movie. Best part was holding his hand, we was all cuddled up. He kept calling me a punk and looking at me, I was thinking it was “code” for a kiss, but my ass was a punk, haha. I aint do nada until he pucker his lips ten I was like “oooohhhh” and gave him a kiss back. It was cute, a few lil kisses in da dark, while we watched the movies and while a couple of transsexuals was behind us snoring mad loud.

After that we ate and then walked to star bucks. We both got this strawberry thang it was mad good. Then we just chatted and kissed a little. It was cool, because I aint scared of public homo affection, and he wasn’t either. So that’s was sup. We then walked around again for a few and ended up making out next to time saqure at a bank or some kinda big ass building. Then we sat down in front of it. This was the best part of the night. I sat down and he sat down between my legs and we was all cuddled up and we made out for like two hours. Some good make out sessions, haha. He said “you lost inches on your height but I know where they went” [inside joke] haha. I loved when it got a lil windy and he got a lil cold and he snuggled up between me to keep warm. So Damn Cute. It was a cool lil homo experience. Don’t know what’s gonna come from it though. *sighs*

I got a new pet! I went to the pet store today. They had these baby Pythons for sale for like $30. I already had an extra tank and stuff, so I was like fuck it and I bought it. I named him Chulo. He is so cute. My new lil baby. Well enough blogging now, I almost have a full page on Word so I think its enough blabbering.

Posted by drb @ 08:28 PM CST [Link]

[Tuesday, June, 20^th 2006 @ 12:48 pm. ]
So yea last week was….actually I kind of don’t remember last week so blah. School Information well SCSU is blah. They took all my AID away once again. I think its because I only made like 15 credits for the whole year. So I probably got put back on academic probation or something. So I just gotta fill out some paper work to get my shit back. SCSU is so damn slow. I called them to ask them what was wrong all they could say is “next week you will get a letter” I am like well you cant tell me nothing NOW so I can try and fix it ASAP they said “next week you will get a letter” so damn slow…

Friday was a cool day. I went to the DMV to set an appointment for my license test. It was funny because my mom and aunt took me. And I think they are going to come with me. They stop in from of the DMV and are like “ok get out, we’ll be back for you” I am like “yall not going to come with me, ya know I am shy” …they left. So messed up. But I did it all my self. Went in line talk to the people, I got my appointment set up but I aint happy with the date so I am gonna call this place and have them reschedule it for me. You gotta keep calling, and hopefully something more better pops up.

I was house stuff shopping with my cousin Leanette when Jeff called wanting to go out. He trying to rush me. His punk ass. But he picked me up, I got dressed and what not and we bounced to NY to go clubbing for his and our home girl Linette Birthday. We went to our favorite club Escuelita. When we got there it was weird. There was like no one there. But as time went by, more and more people came. So it was cool. We all had mad fun together so that was cool ya know. Jeff had toooo much fun. He had like one Incredible Hawk and he was “overly tipsy” haha. The things that boy was doing he had me and Linette and Lisa CRACKIN UP. Me Linette and Lisa was talking and we all just turn to Jeff, and were like “what the blood” Jeff had his over shirt up and he was feeling on his nipples. Oh My God I had to walk away because I was laughing so hard. Jeff is a frit cake I swear. I was like “Linette that’s your friend” She was like “no yours” I was like “no you knew him first” Then a while lata, we are talkin again and we turn to Jeff, and what is he doin?…. Jeff had napkins in his hands and he was cleaning the table! Talkin about “wax on wax off” oh my god, the old Jeff was back, lol. I was so happy to see him havin such a good time. He really deserved to have a good night out and have fun. He been “locked up” haha. The drag show was funny. The main drag queen had me rolling. This big gay dude bent over to pick up her money and she was like “damn look, the Lincoln tunnel” haha she crazy.

Saturday was another fun day. It was my nephews Eli Bday. He so cute. He lost three of his front teeth. We had the party at Sea Side Park. Oh My God I ate so much! It was good though. I like to eat [fat ass here]. Project kids was everywhere. Bad asses. Everyone was arguing, Ricans be wilding out. But it was fun. I took a lot of pictures. I got mad because the kids found a horse shoe crab and jumped it. Slam the poor thing on the ground. Animal cruelty and the parents aint even say nada. I was about to get up, but them kids is crazy, I aint getting cut. Haha. Lata that night was more crazy. My cousin Ito got into a fight at the club. Mad Drama everywhere. It was just funny because his drunk ass did the slowest stuff. He got into a car that wasn’t even his. Haha. Ricans be wildin like I said. But yea I had a great weekend. I am kinda tired though.

I got a lil crush in my life. CJ is just too damn adorable. He makes me smile yo. Makes me feel less loney in shit. So dats whats up ya know. Thats my boy. He sent me the cutest video mail today. I wathcted it like 784362 times. So Cute. He owe me a cuddle he better man up one day. I'll fight. We need to play 21 questions again.....that was fun. *hugs*

But anyways I am tired of blogging. I got my AC on and I am about to go lay down and relax.

Lata homosapiens.

Posted by drb @ 12:52 AM CST [Link]

[Monday, June, 12^th 2006 @ 02:25 pm. ]
Miss me?
Well Last week hmmm. On Tuesday I FINALLY moved into my room. My cousin went to work. I woke up mad early. And moved all her stuff out while she was at work. Then I moved all my stuff in. She called me and I was like “guess what all your stuff is moved out” She wasn’t mad because I moved it into her new apt. for her and put everything away nice and neat. She was like “thank you” Everything looks so nice now that I am completely unpacked and moved in. I washed all my cloths put everything away. I feel so much better and comfortable. So good to sleep on a nice new bed, and have some privacy again. *smiles*

Rest of the week I basically keep organizing my stuff. Putting some older cloths away. I got too much cloths yo, haha. Closet fill of cloths, 6 drawers filled of cloths and bins in the hallway of cloths I packed up. Whole Gay Greek Tragedy. My family come over, checking out my new room. Everyone hating because its hot. *pops collar* haha. My nephews is funny. Jacob stole my change and then asked me for some. I told him he could have it all. He was like good, and took out the change he stole and then got the rest of it. I was like “you lil jerk” Joshua had me rolling. My sister is trying to potty train him. He Joshua was like “I didn’t have no pampers in two days. I am a grown ass man” haha, mind you he is only two years old. I was arguing with him and he was like “shut your black ass up” I was like WTF? That boy is a trip.

I might get me a lil part-time type job. My boy E is a supervisor at CVS. And he trying to hook me up. I could use the job. Get me out the house, and help me pay my credit card bills and I so need some new video games. *smiles* So hopefully I hear something about the job this week. Wish me luck [I need that shit].

Friday was a cool day. I went out with my boy Antonio [lestatri.com] We went to the movies. Nigga took forever to get here. Then he gets mad at me because he got lost, haha. Dork. We went to North Haven Cinemas because that was the only place playing movies mad late. We went to go see The Omen I aint really want to see it but there was nada else to see so. The movies was ok. I only really got scared when a damn dog jumped out of no where, other than that not so scary. But the crazy part of the night, was when I got a picture mail from Joey. It was a “provocative type” picture. Now I was at the movies and my phone was on vibrate so I checked the details of the picture to see what time he sent it to me. I am lookin at the details and I see my number, and what do you know I see another cell phone number. Why would Joey send such a picture to someone else at 2am in the morning if he has a boyfriend [me]? I left it alone and once I got in the car with Antonio I use his phone to call this other number. I called and it was a Dude, named Edwin from Norwalk where Joey lives. Now why would my boyfriend send a “provocative” picture to another nigga? Hmmmmmmm. Whole Fucking Gay Greek Tragedy ! Now what’s funny is that When Joey use to go out with his Ex for the 10 months he was with him, Joey use to send me pictures too like that. I use to think why is Joey sending me pictures like that if he has a man? So for the past three weeks I have been checking all his pictures to see if he is sending them to anyone else, and only just me until Friday night. Something was telling me to check, and damn always trust your gut feelings yo.

So I called Joey but he was at work and I asked him who was this Edwin. Joey told me he met him at Club Moore. But I left it alone and waiting until he got out of work to talk to him. I called him right and I was like so who is this Edwin. He was like he met him at the club. I was like how he got your number. Joey was like I gave it to him. [WTF givin your number out to fags at a club? who does that in america?] Joey said they chilled, went to the beach together and everything. Funny because Joey last weekend was cussin me out talkin mad shit because I went to the mall with my boy Frankie. I told him about Frankie and what we was doing and everything. I did not hide nothing from Joey, always was 100% honest because I don’t have nothing to hide. So funny that he gets mad at me for making a new friend and all along, Joey is giving his number out to fags in clubs, chillin with them and everything? How fucked up is that. How dishonest and disloyal is that. So damn fucked up. So I asked him, why the fuck you sending him pics like that for. He said he aint send it to him, that he don’t know how that happen. Bunch of BS basically. So I told Joey what would you do if I did all that. He said I would get mad, argue with you… and I was like AND??? He was like ….and brake up with you. I said exactly and hung up. No More Joey. Can not believe it yo. I got played ONCE AGAIN. Gay niggas are such lying ass hoes I swear. Joey said that “I did not do anything with him” but all that lying and doing shit behind my back. I don’t believe his ass no more. He aint nothing but a typical fagot to me now. I was so hurt that once again I got played. Makes no sense to me that he would do shit behind my back like that. I don’t get why he begged me on the phone to take him back the 1st time I broke up with him. I don’t get why he telling me I am a good boyfriend to him and that he is happy with me, and that he likes me so much. I don’t get it at all. I am truly hurt about this whole situation. Its so damn grimey. He turned out to be a typical fagot. Aint that a bitch yo. *shakes head* but ah well. I cant do nothing about it no more. *dust shoulders off* I am better with out him. I put so much damn effort into being with him. I dealt with some much Bull Shit dealing with him. I tried and help him with so much stuff and dealt with so much peddy lil BS. And I kept trying and trying for him. And for nothing. He sent me a chat thing with “I wouldn’t” I guess saying he would never hurt me. I text back like "you did” And to think yesterday would have been our 4 month anniversary. Ah well. *sad face* He just lost out on a great boyfriend. Hope he has fun with all the other typical fags out there. *two snaps and a spin smack*

Posted by drb @ 05:03 PM CST [Link]

[Sunday, June, 04^th 2006 @ 02:25 pm. ]
I don’t remember that far back from when I lost blogged so I will start this one with Monday.
Monday. I went to go see my boyfriend. The Polish Punk, haha. It was cool. We chilled for a bit in his living room watching TV. His mother came down about to attack her to her son about her car radio. It was broken or something. She managed to get one word at me “Hi” So then me and Joey went to Circuit City to try and get the radio fixed. It was funny listening to Joey tell the lady what the problem is. “you know that thing” ha ha. After that we watched wrestling. I don’t get how a very gay person likes to watch wrestling. I don’t know *shrugs shoulders* It was a cool night. I had to wake up mad early to go home since Joey had to work. That sucked but whatever.

The rest of the week was ok. I basically chilled at home [my aunt Sonia house]. Playing video games and stuff. I beat Tomb Raider Legend. Which kinda sucks, because now I need a new game. I want to get the new X Men Game. We’ll see. I chilled with familia pretty much. I went furniture shopping bought some stuff I needed for my new room. It sucked because I had to build everything. That’s two dressers, a desk, and two shelf thingies. I got splinters and cuts all over my left hand. Whole Greek Tragedy. *shakes head* But they are all built and I am just waiting and waiting and waiting for my cuz to move out already. *sighs* She take mad long. But I guess I cant rush her out so I just have to deal wit it.

I chilled with my boy Frankie a few times this week. His punk ass got me out the house. We went and got ice cream once and the other time we went to the mall. He goofy ass is cool. I told him I don’t like going outside. I was like “its so sunny and cheerful outside, blah. The birds singing and laughter of children in the air, blah” haha. I was playing though [sorta]. When we went to the mall, in the back of my head I was telling myself I was not going to buy nothing. Sike. I bought three shirts. But they was all hot, and they was on sale. You cant say no to a hot ass shit on sale. Well at least I cant, haha. Then we went to Burger King, and his slow ass took forever. We ended up getting caught in the rain. I got so drenched even my socks were soaked. Tsk tsk tsk.

Friday night I went to the movies with my nephews and sister. It was fun, them bad ass project kids is funny. We went to go see X Men 3. I already saw it but I needed to see it again because I heard there was a scene after the credits and I aint get to see it so I went again to see that one scene. I love the movie! I love me some x men. I am still waiting for my mutant powers to kick in, haha. The end scene was cool, but I figure it out before the scne showed. I am so smart. The movie was great. I almost cried when someone died [not going to tell you the movie] But it was good. *smiles* My nephew Joshua had me laughing because he kept talkin through the whole movie. His little goofy ass. Jean grey and Wolverine were kissing and he was like “Tio, they being fresh, ooohhhh they being fresh.” then we started laughing and he was like “stop laughin at me” he so cute.

Me and Joey. Joey and I. Since we got back together we been doing better. So that’s good. I had a real good day with him the day of my graduation. Things seem to be getting a lil better. The past few days have been blah though. He be coming at me with some attitude, and you know I aint playing that BS. I don’t get him. I tell him stuff about himself and he gets mad. I asked him, would you rather me not care and not say nothing. He says no that he likes when I tell him what I tell him. But yet he gets mad. I don’t get it. I just think he cant handle criticism. He gets on defensive mode real quick and starts yappin off his mouth. And its like shut up. I aint trying to come at you wrong, just letting you know what I think of whatever situation we talking about. He cant handle hearing the truth or hearing me say something that he does not agree with. Its like we aint always going to agree on something. I don’t know I just been mad aggravated with him the past few days. The last argument was because he had a security guard kick out my ex Nando out his store. Mind you it was for no reason. And Joey telling me this and he laughing like it was funny. To me, that was mad immature and childish. I called him on it and he getting all mad at me. I am like well it was immature so I am telling you it is. You just don’t kick someone out of a store because you don’t like them. Who does that in America? I don’t know. Maybe he thought I was taking Nando side over his or something. But I wasn’t. Even if it was a complete stranger I still would have said it was immature. *shrugs shoulders*

Anyways, bye people.

Posted by drb @ 02:26 PM CST [Link]

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