My Archives: June 2007

[Wednesday, June, 13^th 2007 @ 12:04 pm. ]

Well,

Unemployed College Graduate. So yea school is done. I will get my degree in the mail in August, I was surprised it took that long. So now yea I am looking for a job Not having very good luck in that area but blahness in full effect. I have been looking online sending my resume out to different places. NO luck so far. *sad face* I went to SCSU on Thursday so I could ask my old boss for a letter of recommendation and to go to the Career Office to get help with my resume. My boss was more then happy to write one for me, she is always cool like that. She also informed me of a position that was going to be available soon in her department. It’s for a Graphic Designer, so I applied for it and hopefully that goes good. *crosses finger* It would be cool to work on campus again. It will be cooler to work making flyers and graphics.

I had a job interview Tuesday. My slow ass got lost. Then I found the right street and couldn’t find the place. I was driving up and down like a maniac. So yea comes to find out, my slow ass was driving looking for 1436 place and it was actually 1136. No wonder why I couldn’t find it haha. So I finally found the place but I was already mad late. So I went home and gotta reschedule now. Whole Greek Tragedy. I am actually very scared to go. I got this social anxiety shy thing going. *sighs*

Homoness evokes drama. Wanna hear some funny little circle homo drama. So yea remember that whole Milo thing, how he was calling me so that I can “go visit him before he move back home” and how he was telling me “I hope I have some sex for my b day” Well it comes to find out that he has a man. SO why is he telling me shit like this? Hmmmmmmmmmm. Now what makes this even more funnier, my online buddy Jose was I guess talking to Milo current man. The man stopped talking to Jose and started talking to Milo. So I guess Jose felt the need to try and break them up. Now Jose told me he was thinking about telling Milo’s man what Milo was telling me about going to see him. I told Jose that Milo never said flat out anything, it was more like a read between the lines kinda thing. So Jose did not have no real proof of anything. And I told Jose that he probably just wants to break them up for that dude can leave Milo and go back with him. Well moving along Jose told the dude I guess. Milo texting me calling me dramatic and all this bull shit. Like I don’t know why Milo mad ad me. If Milo aint got no game DON’T TRY AND PLAY DA GAME. Weak ass homos. It was funny to me really. Homos always in some drama and some reason I always get included. Makes no sense. *shrugs*

Weekend This weekend I was in New Haven. I was chilling with my girl Rose. We went to Oracle, as usual. I aint been there in like 3-4 weeks so it was cool. Rose had me mad we was half way there and she forgot her idea. She is such a girl. The club was ok. The music was good, so that’s cool. They played the dutty whine two times. I think they need to stop, just once is enough, my legs be hurting haha. The crowd was kind of blah, then again it always is. There is never no dudes I think is cute. Here be like 1 or 2 but they be hoes so basically nothing I can work with. It aggravates me when dudes always try to come next to me or get my attention. I just walk by, haha. Like damn if I didn’t give you attention all the others times why you keep trying. I know mad people be thinking I am so damn conceited or something. Which I aint, I AM SO DAMN COCKY BITCHES! *pops collar* *two steps* *two wops* Haha. But nah, I aint conceited I just refuse to deal with some whack ass homos. So I keep it moving “pat your weave ladies” *pat pat* I had fun that night through. Me and Rose always be acting a fool. We make the club fun. We took like 8372502834 pictures haha. *pops collar*

Animal Offspring Why I am in my room and I am looking at my lizards. I see this lil worm looking thing. It was a damn baby skink. I am like oh shit my skink just had a baby. So I clean out the tank. I found four baby skinks. They are so cute. I named them “Uno, Dos, Tres, Quatro” I didn’t even know the skink was pregnant, shit I didn’t even know it was a girl I named it Mattie, haha. SO now I have four babies. I left them in the big tank, if the bigger lizards eat them, oh well. Kinda cruel but I don’t feel like getting and setting up another tank. Fuck all that.

Myspace Whore. I redid my myspace.com page. I made a whole new layout. Its yellow. http://myspace.com/sodamncocky Let me know what yall think. I think I am going to go back and start making layouts for friends for my space. I been avoiding it because people are dumb and slow, but I want to work on layouts more and make more shit so I can have a better graphic portfolio. So that should be cool. I guess.

Posted by drb @ 12:57 PM CST [Link]

[Friday, June, 1^st 2007 @ 09:04 pm. ]

Well Well Well its been a long time since I last bloged. Did ya miss me?

School is out for EVER. I am glad to report that I have completed school. For Ever. I finished my finals and past all my classes. “go me go me go me” My finals were pretty easy actually. My grades are B+ , B and a D+. I don’t know why I got a D+ in my Cinematic technique class. I had As and Bs on my papers and quizzes. I got played yo for real. I need to email my professor and find out what is good. I also need to email then to ask them for letters of recommendation, just in case I need it in the future. I am still waiting for my gym class grade and my Internship Grade. I don’t know how they determine a grade so, I don’t know. Je ne sais pas. But I now have a Bachelors Degree. First in my family to get one. GOYA POWER in full effect of course.

Well now that school is out. I am left alone with out a purpose. No class, no life, no money, nothing to do. Sucks to the 5th power. So it leaves me to look for a job. Serious this time. I have no choice I owe *drum rolls* $20,000 in credit card bills and $30,000 in school loans. Whole Greek Tragedy. I been looking online, but not going very good. I don’t know what to do, or where to go. Having no vehicle doesn’t help either. *sad face* I need to find something, anything like right now. I am about to work at McDonalds or something. *sighs* My life is at a down fall. Down fall homo spiral viper roller coaster ride and I do now have a destination or a damn seat belt. OMG I got it! I should be a crash dummy! *dies*

What else? Haha I had a crazy dream that was kind of cool. I had a dream I was with two dudes walking through a village next to a forest. It was night time. These flying skinny grey vampires were trying to catch us. They caught both of the dudes dat was with me. So I was running and I could hear the vampire coming to get me. I quickly ran be hind a tree as the vampire came down to get me. The vampires missed and banged right into the tree. The tree was still young and small so it broke under the impact so I pushed da tree and it fell back and smashed the vampire/ the vampire died and disintegrated. I am so cool. I am homo da vampire killer.

Last Weekend. I went to the city, New York City, The big apple. Do people still call it the big apple? I went to go see my friend Matthew. We are kind of talking, or we was kind of talking. I went to go visit him and celebrate his birthday. I don’t feel like getting into details. The weekend was cool for the most part. I got to finally see my boy Jesus, so that was cool. We all went to the Prospect Zoo in NY. I had already been there, I didn’t know I been there until I walked in and was like “I think I been here before” haha. We got to see this animal show thingy where this white lady came out and showed three animals and let everyone touch them. I was excited to go in because I thought I was going to touch a koala bear or something. The lady brought out a skink a ball python and a turtle. Like what the blood, I had like 6 turtles in my life. I have 2 skinks and I have a ball python in my room. So it was kind of blah. The lady dropped the turtle at the end, haha that was funny.

I went back home Sunday, only to have to return on Monday because I left my lab top charge at Matthew’s house. I actually went back more so to see him again, but don’t tell him I said that. It was his b day that day on Monday and I wanted to go back to see him and take him out some where for his b day. I knew he wasn’t going to do nothing else for his b day so I wanted to be able to take him some where. I took him out to eat. We ate tgi Fridays. It was so good, yall know I am a fat ass. *rubs belly* I was mad at the waiters they were all gay. I was laughing at the way they was walking and talking, like they were really really gay. Damn bastids with the fake service.

So at the end of the weekend it came to be that I don’t want to really talk to him like that Lets just say he came out his mouth too much and lost his cool points. I know its cool to joke around but there is a line between joking and being cruel and he sure did pass that line. So I am like “whatever” *snaps* I don’t even want to think about dealing with a situation like this again. Be there before and don’t want to deal with it again. I really cant deal with gay people. I know I say it all da time. BUT I CANT. Always some kind of drama. ALL DA TIME. Shit maybe it is all my fault, but I doubt it.

Haha, wanna know some stuff. Ronny the dude I was dating in February emailed Matthew telling him I was a hoe and I had sex with Farrakan in the hotel. Mad dumb lies and drama. I thought it was funny. Like damn Ronny must miss me I guess, haha. Matthew didn’t believe it though so it was nothing. I actually deleted my myspace page. Too many homo stalkers and not enough time , I swear. I had 4500 friends then I deleted them all and had 175 then I just made a new page. Also, Mr. Milo dude I was talking to in April called me the other day. I didn’t know who it was because I been deleted his number. He was surprised I deleted his number but I am like “what you expected me to save it” he said congratulations for graduating which was really nice. But the other day someone texts me talking about “come over to see me before I move out with my brother” and I am like “who is this” It ended up being Milo. I am like why would he think I would actually go see him. Like… NO. I don’t get homos. It’s like I am there ready to be there for them. Then they fuck it up, then they miss me, and always contact me again. I don’t get it. Like just act right the 1st time around. I don’t know. Ah well. Back looking for a new cuddle buddy.

OMG. Another whole greek tragedy. Last week sometime. My boy Ruben called me like at 2 am in the morning right. He said he wanted to come see me and chill. I was wide awake so I said fine. He comes to my house and he gets out the car so I can drive. So we drive around and I drive to mcdonalds because I wanted to be a fat ass. Now I order my food, Ruben didn’t want nothing. I park the car and eat my food. Now Ruben starts talking shit to me. And I then notice his ass is DRUNK. He starts asking me for his food. And I tell him nigga u aint order no food. Then he says, “Orlando I fuckin gave you money where my whopper jr.” I am like “bitch we aint McDonalds how the hell you order a whopper jr” he just curses me out says to drive my ass back home so he can go back home to new jersey. Mind you he live in CT. haha. So then I am driving back home. And his bitch ass PASSES OUT. He knocked out snoring. I was so mad, I was trying to wake him up and he wouldn’t get up. I was stuck in the car from 3am till 5 something am. Waiting for him to get up. Then I was freezing because his damn driver side window won’t go up. And I had to pee. WHAT THE BLOOD. At 5 in da morning I was like fuck it and left his ass in the car and I walked home. So aint gonna chill with him no more after that. HOMOS HAVE SERIOUS ISSUES.

Ok. I am done writing. I have a bunch of kids here I need to watch and slam against the walls. Fun Times. Be good people of middle earth and may the force be with you, because like totally freak me on I said right on, ORLANDO SOTO JR. IS NUMBER 1. *pops collar*

Posted by drb @ 09:11 PM CST [Link]

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