My Archives: July 2006

[Monday, July, 24^th 2006 @ 10:18 pm. ]
Damn its been a long time. Got people hittin me when I am gonna update and write a new blog entry. I feel so damn popular. “go me go me go me”
So where to begin? I don’t know. I don’t even remember the past two weeks completely and I don’t feel like blogging long. Um what I have been up to. Well I been damn busy. Its like I aint got no job, so everybody and they damn momma be calling me to do something or go somewhere or something. So I stay out the house all day. Its suppose to be my summer vacation! What the blood. I am always going on errands somewhere. But I guess its cool and better then being bored in a hot room all summer ya know. Anyways…

I been driving a lot more. Still trying to practice. But driving with people is so aggravating, especially my mom. She drive me loco. She always yelling at me. I cant take the pressure. She lucky she the only one that is really trying to teach me. I would have bounced on dat lady. But its cool. I guess its son and mom bonding time or something. I think I am getting better. Parallel parking is easy to me. Backing in is a lil hard for me . I still get mad nervous when I am on da road. When I see mad cars and people and dogs running, I get mad scured and start messing up. My test is damn Saturday. I don’t think I am ready. I need to study the book way more too, but that shit is so boring yo. Hopefully I pass, but I aint hoping on it. *worried face* wish me luck [I need that shit].

Hmmm so this weekend… I went to the movies to go see My Super X Girl Friend. I thought the movie was cool. I liked it. Some parts were funny. Its like a romantic comedy meets X Men or something.
But it was cool. I went out Friday and Saturday. Friday was fun, we went to Oracle. It was hooter this night, last Friday it sucked. Yall know I was dancing my ass off. Club sucks though lol. There really aint much eye candy there. So that sucks. But I had fun with my friends, I act real silly in shit. So I always make it fun. We have more fun sometimes after the club. We go to the Diner and be acting a fool. I try and act mad extra gay just to be comical, then we chill in the parking lot and be fooling around, dancing, pump walking in shit. Fun Times. Saturday night we went to Gotham. I aint really wanna go but ah well. It was ok, it was nada but techno all night so dat really sucked. But I still made the best of the night. There was no damn eye candy there either. CT homos are so blah. After the club we went to Mc Donalds and chill there for ever. Chatting about all kinda shit. It was cool.

Homo Drama…. There aint none. Kinda weird not having no homo drama to report. I guess its real good though. I am starting to get into my lonely I wanna cuddle moods again. *sad face* sucks being single sometimes I guess. I just really miss the affection part and the cuddles ya know. Other then that homos aint shit, haha. There aint no one that comes to mind that I can really focus something on. Just bunch of friends. I kind of don’t wanna bother with it, but the whole missing cuddling is getting to me. So I don know.

Oh, school drama, why they took my aide away, then I tried to appeal it. They DENIED my appeal, so now I don’t know what the hell I am gonna do. Makes no sense. Southern CT State Univ. SUCKS ASS.

Posted by drb @ 10:19 PM CST [Link]

[Wednesday, July, 12^th 2006 @ 12:57 am. ]
American Peoples. [and others] So yea yall can see, a new layout. I don’t really like it no more. I don’t like da end of the flash, but I got to so tired of making it I just rushed it. Ah well. Its something different I guess. OMG! I was so exicted today. My cousin printed out these pics, and I snucked two of my graphics on the pic cd. And he printed my graphics. It was so cool seeing my graphics printed out. I was like “wow” So now I wanna print out a whole bunch of them. Only 19 cents a pic, so that’s cool.

Driver in Training. I been practicing a lot more now. My texts is in two weeks people. I hope I pass. I got my eye on a car I want. So hopefully everything goes good. Driving I have been doing real good. I almost ate one stop sign, and I almost crashed just two times. So not that bad ya know. *smiles* I even learned how to parallel park! I paralleled park my sister’s big ass mini van. I did a perfect paralleled park to. “go me go me go me” *pops collar* I just need to read that damn book and study more. And practice parking more. I just hope I damn pass ya know. Wish me luck. I need that shit.

Weekend What did I do? Well Friday. I don’t remember. Saturday I went with my homo boys. We went and played golf. I so totally suck at that bs game. I think its dumb. I hit some balls pretty good though, but most I missed and just blah. It was funny. My foot hurted after. And still fuckin hurts till this damn day. I think I sprained the shit out of it, I wish I had health insurance…. Blah. Then after golf we went to he mall. I bought some cloths, yall know I got a shopping problem. after that we chilled and then we was at my boy Frankie cousin Miguel house. Then my boy Nicholas came over. We went to eat at the Diner and then we went down Dracula Drive. Some haunted wooded road. But Nicholas and his home girl got mad scared so we had to turn around. Damn Westchester filed whatever people. Ha Ha.

The next day, Sunday, was cool. I had to wake up mad early for the Bridgeport Puerto Rican Parade. it was cool. The parade was ok… it kinda sucks but its ok I guess. So much damn cute ass Puerto Rican niggas there. Like Oh My God. Eye candy every where yo. WOW. But then it kinda sucked, because yall know Ricans, they got all crazy, started a big ass fight, niggas running everywhere, People got stabbed, gun shots…crazyness. Then we walked to da park, they had like a concert thingy there, but we left early and went to Miguel family picnic. It was cool. My ass was mad shy and dumb. But it was cool.

Homosexual Experience I aint have no gay drama really this week. Feels weird not having no gay drama to blog about. Ah well. It has come that time again where I am starting to want a cuddle buddy. Blah. *sad* Blah. I am done with that gay details. I kinda wanted to talk about something else but I don’t feel like typing a lot right now. So yea. Bye biotches.

Cuddle?

Posted by drb @ 12:59 AM CST [Link]

[Tuesday, July, 04^th 2006 @ 3:00 am. ]
Lets start with some Homoerectus Information. Hmm where to begin. Oh. CJ, remember him. Well date went great. But I guess it only went great in my eyes. Because I have not heard from the dude since. He even deleted me of his friends list on myspace, haha, so funny. The next day after da date I called him a few times, a few texts, and just got ignored. Next day I tried again, ignored. I don’t know. I guess he was not feelin me, but I don’t get it why kiss me and make out with me, and leave me a voice mail talkin about “I hope to see you again” , if you wasn’t feelin me like that. I don’t get it. Maybe he found a local homo or something. Which is cool, he could have just told me. I would not have gotten mad at all. But ah well. Like I said “it is what it is“ was starting to get a real big crush on him, thinking the dude was actually mad different from da rest of the homos… Ha ha, kind of a Whole Greek Tragedy, I stay getting played or dissed. I am a loser citizen of America. *sighs*

But I did get to have another cool Homosexual Experience. Guess who hits me up from myspace. My ex Joey’s ex, Jay. It was kinda funny. He seem mad cool and stuff so we started talking. I was very curious to see how him and Joey relationship went. And comes to find out Joey played and cheated on him too. And after learning a lot of stuff Joey did to him, I related it to stuff Joey did to me, and yea Joey was a bull shit ass nigga. What’s sad I noticed a lot of the bull shit, but I aint pay it no mind, or I guess put too much trust into him when I shouldn’t. Another bad bf, and a complete waste of time. Another Whole Greek tragedy. But then he wanted to chill with me and I was down to meet him. And it was mad cute I took him to St. Mary’s by the Sea. Where the beach strip is at and it was dark and the stars were out. We walked the strip a little. And then he had a DVD TV in da car. So we watched a movie together, all cuddled up, as the sun rise was happening. I aint get home till like almost 7am, but it was mad cute. And “Opps we did it again the next day” [inside joke]. So that was real cool. He seem like cool peoples. So that’s was sup.

Got to chill with my home girl Gladia. I aint seen her in a while so it was cool chillin with her again. She got a new apartment and stuff so I went to go see it. She made us dinner and everything I was like “aaaaaawww, she a grown ass woman now” I am proud of her, she doing big thangs. So I chilled in her apt, with some of her peeps. One of the dudes was damn hilarious. Random ass speaking nigga. We played spades in shit. I saw her again today. We went to chill with Dalal and Sasha because it was Dalal b day. We went and ate at Red Lobster, and once again we was the loud ass table. Acting mad goofy, mad jokes, mad loud. Our waitress hated us. But it was fun. Happy B Day Dalal. Hopefully we chill more this summer.

So what else is going on in my life. I been practicing driving more. Trying to get my license soon, wish me luck on that [I need that shit]. Hopefully get my license at the end of the month. Hopefully get me a lil put put humpty car. So then hopefully I can commute to school and live at home and save some money. And also by having a car, I can possibly get a better J O B, that’s unless I get tooo lazy, yall know how I be, LAID THE FUCK BACK. *smiles* Hopefully things work out good for me. It's about that time in my life where something good needs to start happening.

Last but not least. I am so heated and hurt about a fall out I just went through just now. Jaiden. I really don’t get it. I really don’t get it at all. I got dissed by him a few times already. But yet I still welcome him back every time he talks to me again. I really hate to admit this, but I simply adore that dude. I can feel my eyes water up right now. And I so hate to admit when a nigga gets me sad and hurt. I don’t like to admit that I get emotionally weak,. And I hate to let others see or know that. We just got into an AIM disput. I keep telling him and letting him know that I really like him a lot. And he kept like just being blah about it. Its cool if he feels that way, so I told him I would just “fall back” from doing dat. For me just saying “fall back” we got into this lil bs convo. He made no sense, he told me that if I wanted him to like me that I had to be different from other niggas. I told him if he thought I was like other niggas then he really don’t know shit about me. He said he did not think that, but then again why say “I had to be different from other niggas”. Why tell me you like me and say “I love you” and then diss me time and time again. I told him I wanted to see him and chill with him and he tells me “I will think about it” makes no sense to me yo. He acts like he likes me so much sometimes then other times like he doesn’t even want to deal with me. So I called him out on it and he gets all hissy fit about it. Then we arguing about some other bs, and he is like to leave him alone and all this stuff to stop talkin to him and ... I don’t know yo. It really hurt me inside. I really like (fucking adore) this dude so much. But I don’t think he ready for a real nigga like me. He can’t handle hearing someone speak the truth about him if its something that he refuses to believe about himself. He likes to think he something he aint. I told him he got a lot of growing up to do. And that’s it. Another homo friend gone down the drain. *sighs* *sad face*

Blah. Time to call Farrakhan. He can always put a smile on my face.

Posted by drb @ 03:01 AM CST [Link]

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