My Archives: July 2007

[Sunday, July, 29^th 2007 @ 03:33 am. ]
Was sup stalkers /fans. Miss me? Well duh, because like DUH.
Educational Aspect. I got a letter in the mail congratulating me about finished my college degree and that I complete all my credits and that they will be sending my degree in the mail soon. SO COOL. I am so going to frame that paper when it comes. My degree is basically my greatest accomplishment. Is it? The process of going to school full time while working three part jobs was my greatest accomplishment. Well I guess it goes hand and hand. But I am excited to finally get it. Not going to be excited when my school loans come in. $30,000 in college loans. Sucks even more because I spent all that money, owe all that money, did all that work and for what. My degree aint even landing me any jobs at the moment. WHOLE GREEK TRAGEDY. Mais, C’est la vie. I guess. I need to consolidate the college loans. Anyone know of a good place to consolidate loans?

Familia De Goya. My fmailia, they crazy enough said. Haha. But nothing too crazy I guess. My cousin moved out of the first floor. Mad drama there. Now it is a kind of split between the rest of the fam and her. Except for me, I am the only normal one So I am mutual with everyone. They all love me. I AM JUST SO DAMN LOVABLE. *pops collar* But its kinda crazy they all beefing. Then mad drama with my sister. She let two of her kids go to FL with their daddy or god parent. My mom is really mad, but I kind of agree with my sister because she had to do what she had to do. She sent her kids away because she trying to get a job and finish school. This is a good thing. I will miss Eli and Josh though. Jacob is still here, he snoring right now on the side of me.

Then my mother moved into the first floor. So I had to help her move all her stuff. Which yall know my weak ass aint built for no manual labor. But we moved everything and my mom already unpacked and I help her make her house nice and stuff. So it’s all good. She had me nailing and screwing and hammering. Like? Me? Doing all this “masculine suff”
My boy Jason was like why she even asked me to do it but I was like “I am the closet thing to a man in this house” So I gotta just risk the nails getting broken. Haha. *pats my weave* I cannot wait for my mommy to start cooking. Mmm mmm good.

Two Stepping. I went to Oracle (Asterisk) Friday night. It was aiiiigt. I went with my cousin Krystal and she only 19 so we had to stay in the 18 and over side which SUCKED. But it was ok because I wanted to take her out. She liked it, so it was cool. She is a big fag hag, haha. But the worst part of it was the homos. There were several of homos I used to go out with, talk to, and be friend s with that were all there that night. Mad awkward. I was like “Bacteria” Even my ex boyfriend Gabby was there. That was really weird seeing him. I aint see him since he.. played me haha. I kinda did not like seeing any of them there. It was like all degrees of homo relationships from boyfriends, dating, flirting, to just friends and coolness, but they all ended with the same regular hoe, drama, bullshit behavior. Which actually got me really sad. Really sad. Maybe that is my greatest accomplishment. Trying my hardest to be a good hearted caring boyfriend, and not letting any of these whack ass, hoe ass, or drama ass niggas change me or affect me in any way, shape or form? After all the cheating, lying, and drama, I still stay strong and I don’t let it get me down or affect the kind of person I am. Anyways the music in the club was sucking to. They had a drag show whihch was ok. I gave that queen a fucking dollar. She dropped her $20 bill someone else gave her and I picked it up. I gave it back to her though after her show. I should have kept it. Haha.

On the way home was funny. Due to my current and abrupt state of sadness, I got lost. I missed the damn exit because I was thinking about my relationships and m current lack of none and was like damn. There are no good homos in the tri state area. So basically I am going to be single and with out cuddles for a long long time. *sighs* I was suppose to get off at exit 52 I was on 49 when I realized I was going too far. I got off at the wrong exit got lost then got back on the right highway but I missed the exit AGAIN and then I had to connect to another highway to go back home and it was crazy. But yea. Blah.

Maybe my websites are my greatest accomplishment? I really love my site. I really love being able to make an online documentary journal of my life. The past four years are on here. Everyone I know, met, dated, liked, fought with, loved, are on here. My memories, good times, bad times, sad times are on here. My heart is on here. I love it. I love going back and rereading my past. I hope I can keep this site up for a long time to come. Go peep, www.orlandosotojr.com Been writing some shit, let me know what ya think.

I think I am done. I always say I am going to blog something quick and it always comes out long. I talk too damn much. Haha. *pops collar* And I know everyone is so sick of hearing me say it, but for real. CUDDLE BUDDY???? (seriously needed.)

Posted by drb @ 03:38 AM CST [Link]

[Wednesday, July, 18^th 2007 @ 09:18 pm. ]
Howdy readers and stalkas.
Unemplyed College Grad. Yea still no job. *sighs* its all good. I say filling out applications and shit online but not offline. I need to go out and be more aggressive in my job search but this whole shy antisocial thing kills me. Like I get to nervous to go on interviews and drive back home. Kinda sad I know but I am dealing with it. I applied for this one job for a PA for this movie in New Haven. See in CT we have had A LOT of movies come here to be made. They get like a 30% discount or something when they make the movie in CT so Martin and Raven making a movie. They took over University of Bridgeport, if you drive by you can see trailers and lights its kinda cool. I know Oprah is making a movie, there some 70s themed movie and that movie applied to be a PA for. I also applied to be a child photographer at this place in Bridgeport. That would be GREAT. Hopefully something comes through soon.

Goya Familia. Well well, My cousin Leanette is moving from the house now. She lives on the first floor. She found a new bigger place. But I know its gonna suck because she is going to miss me. *smiles* But my mother his now moving in the first floor. So that means I am going to get real fat because she going to be cooking for me. Holla. Fatty in full effect. But my mother moving in her means my niece Heaven is moving in here to. Hat girl is bad. I am going to have to rag her ass up haha.

I had to bring my damn slow ass sister to the airport. I was suppose to take her in my cousin car so we both can drop two of her kids off. Comes to find out she said she had to go so I yelled at her and told her if she didn’t find someone else to go she was assed out. See I didn’t want to drive back home by myself because I got lost that last time I went to the airport and ended up in New Jersey. So we all go to the airport, my uncle Izzy came to. First a damn bag flies and gets stuck in the hood. I freak out, haha. More so to be funny though. *smiles* Then my dumb sister wants to detour through the NY city to go to White Castle, fat ass. I told her no because she might miss her flight, but no… we went and ate food at 4:00am. So now we running late, then we get lost, then they are yelling at me because I am driving crazy. Because they telling me to do all this illegal turning in shit. But we got there ok, so it was all good. BUT comes to find out my sister lied about the whole thing and she was planning on going to FL with her kids the whole time. She was gonna leave me assed out coming back home by myself. I am gonna kick her!!!!

Homosapien + 1? Negative aint no plus one, unless you cant my right hand. *kisses right hand* haha. Eh. Homos are homos. Nada really to report. I been really antihomo so I guess I aint finding nothing because I aint looking for nothing. Haha funny thing. I plan to go get some Helado De Coco (Spanish ice cream) but I had to get the dop from da dog groomers first. I am in the car I get a text message from Nando (ex) saying he was at the Helado De Coco place. I am like good I am so glad I went to get the dog first because I didn’t want to see him. But after the dog we went to get some ice cream. As I am driving to it, I see the homo on the street. I am like oh god. But then he ends up going to the Helado Place again. Blah. I called him a stalka. Haha. Damn homosapiens. But yea, its just me and my pillows. Like always. *sad face* *sighs*

Creativeness in Full Effect. So I been working on my www.orlandosotojr.com web site. It is my creative portfolio site. I been working on some short stories. I finished my Mutated Episode 1 let me know what yall think. I started practicing drawing. I made two so far. Go see them on the osj.com site under Illistration. They are very very basic. I never drew before so it is nothing great. I wanna practice so maybe I can draw some of the characters of my stories. That would be hot.

Um nothing else to report. *hugs*

Posted by drb @ 09:21 PM CST [Link]

[Monday, July, 09^th 2007 @ 07:55 pm. ]

Hello to all. Damn it has been a while huh?

Employment Status. Status well there is no status. I aint got no job. College grad with no job. Aint that a bitch. I been looking and looking. Sending my resume out all about. But no damn luck. I know I can be looking better, but I don’t know where or how to look for a job, plus no car. So blahness in full effect. *sighs* I had a job interview with Cabelvsion and it did not go good. There was a 4 part test. I passed all but one. The one I failed should have been the one I did the best in but no I failed it. It was da damn typing test, I failed it because I was so cautious about the spelling I kept reading it over to make sure everything was perfect but because of that, I wasted too much time and failed it. They said I can retake that one part but I have to wait till august to try again. So sucks ass. Job would haven been easy and good for me. Not what I really wanted but something good enough to handle my shit ya know. I need to find something quick, but I don’t know. Times is hard. I need to step my game up. Like now.

Familia Goya. I been chilling with the family a lot more. I kind of stopped talking to a lot of my friends. Too much damn drama. So I fell back a lot. So more time with the family. Cool with me my fam is crazy and fun. I went clubbing for my sister b day. That was fun. My sister was hating on me because I dance better the her, haha. *pops collar* went on a lot of fam picnics and bbqs. Been eating like a fat ass. Obesity in full effect. Eli had a b day party at Sea Side Park. It was cool, I made the ribs and they came out banging. I kept half a rack and left them at the house for me the next day. That is how you know you are fat, when you start sneaking food. Haha. This past weekend was cool. My cousin Leanette had an engagement party. More breeders getting married. Blah. It was cool. I kind of got real bored so I drank some mohitos! Holla lol. Silly homo in full effect. Yes I was acting very gay my cousin was like “Orlando you never act that gay” I told her I was bored. Fierceness in full effect.

Creative Flow. Since my new found abundance of time, I have been doing a lot more creative hobby type shit. I launched www.orlandosotojr.com check it out let me know what ya think. That site will be the home of my creative portfolio. I will be putting my graphics, stories, and poems there. So far the site is great. Poems are up, graphics are up and now I am working on the stories. Actually a lot harder then I thought to write stories. So much you got to think about when it comes to writing. I am working on “Mutated” right now the most. My ay version of x men, Episode one is almost done. You can read the preface and characters now on the OSJ.com site. Read and let me know what you think. I am going to focus some attention on “My Angel” I got the first four episodes for My Angel already in mind. So I wanna get some stories out as I write some for Mutated. It would be cool if I were able to work on this full time. Starving Artist. Haha. I cant do it. I need a real job. This will be my hobby for now. But I always did want to publish a book of short stories. I guess I am on my way to doing that.

Pillow Cuddler. Yes me and my pillows are so close. Greek Tragedy yes but nothing I can do about it. Me and the homo species are still not on the same page. Shit not even on the same chapter or book. *sighs* I don’t know. I cant find no one that is right for me. When I do find some one with potential it always fails soon after. Big let down one after the other. Should I lower my standards? *sighs* No. Just be single and keep looking. I keep telling my self I need to put myself out there and stop with this shy and antisocial thing, but then again. What’s the point of trying to get to know people when in a few weeks time you probably wont ever want to speak to them again. That is how it always enfolds in my life. So why bother? They you should always try and never give up? But damn 6 years and nothing… But whatever. Nothing I can do. I guess. *sighs again*

There are a few that I flirt with. Cool dudes that I have an attraction for. Just keeping it cool for now. Simple. Friends first, ya know. One garcon was catching my attention more. Mon neuvue copain de caliner? Pas du tout, c’est domage. *sighs again* but I don’t know. It is what it is. My urge to keep trying is dieing out. I don’t know. Blah. No more blogging I am going to watch Harry Potter.

Posted by drb @ 07:58 PM CST [Link]

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