My Archives: August 2006

[Wednesday, August, 23^nd 2006 @ 04:07 am. ]
Damn I aint blog in a long time. Wow. Do yall miss me? I know yall do.
So yea what has been good with ? On that Educational Access stuff, SCSU is still gay. They took all my aid away. Now I have to pay $4,000 by next week. *Dies* I tried to join the AMS monthly payment shit, but I aint know that it started in June, so my 1st payment will have to be $2,200. Like how they hell can I get that when I aint got no cash at all. *dies again* so school is next week and I aint got no funds. Now I prob gonna have to take the semester off and wait till next semester. Sucks so much yo. *dies one more time* *sad face*

I got a vehicle! NEW CAR.Well its not new, but its new to me. it’s a 98 Chevrolet. It looks nice. I aint too crazy about cars so I aint really car, just happy I got a car in my life. I am getting it fixed now. Had to get a new head gasket and some other BS. I should be fixed by Thursday. Then I got to get the Registration and Insurance. So hopefully I will be driving by Friday. That is was sup. Yall better watch out, I aint the best driver so… BEWARE BIOTCHES I am coming to a crash near you. *smiles*

I took the car to the mechanic on Friday. I felt so out of place being at a garage with cars and motor oil , haha. I am glad my cousin boyfriend came with me. Reyes is da one who talk to the mechanic for me. After we left the car there. Reyes told me and Frankie like “lets go get a few drinks” so we went to Titos, this ghetto str8 bar / club in Bridgeport. It was only suppose to be a few drinks. But oh my damn, Reyes kept on ordering them. Then we started drinking Smirnoff with Alaze in them. THEY WERE SO GOOD. Lets just say………I got drunk. Like really drunk. It was fun though. I was joking and laughing at everything. I danced my ass off. I even did the dutty whine haha. These girls kept dancing on me, Frankie damn recorded them on his cell phone. Shit was too funny.

After Titos, we was driving. I was acting a damn fool. 1st time I was ever really drunk. When I got home I don’t know what the hell I was thinking. I lost my keys. But I found a flash light. I kept laughing and banging on the door saying “I lost my keys, but I found a flash light, I SEE YOU!” hahaha. Too damn funny yo. But the worst is yet to come. I was in my room, alone, bored, wide awake, and drunk out my bloody homo mind. So what did I do? I picked up the phone and started calling everybody and they momma. Drunk Dialing In Full Effect. For what was that, I was calling people talking some CRAZY SHIT. I left some crazy ass voice mails. Oh My God. Whole Greek Tragedy yo. It was too funny though. I called my boy Chris [have a lil crush on him] I was telling him mad crazy stuff, that I liked him and all this gay shit, how I wanted to take him on a date. Most was true so it was cool. But his bitch ass hung up on me! Haha. I called Joe, and I even started crying on the phone. But then Joe hung up on me too. What the blood! It was a fun night though. I don’t get embarrassed so I don’t care about the voice mails or drunk dialing. It was a happy memory. *smiles*

Saturday was another fun day. I went to Jo Jo son b day party. I bought him this baseball thing and some big blocks. He loved the baseball toy. We chilled at the B Day party and of course me and all my morena home girls always got nada but jokes. So after that we decided we was gonna go out clubbing at Harbor Side in Stratford CT. We get there blah, they was sweating me bout my cloths and made me tuck in my shirt. They was hatin on my mo hawk. Yea I got the mo hawk again. *pops collar* but I cut it off yesterday. So blah. But the club was ok. It was not the bomb but it was cool. I of course was dancing my ass off once again. Me legs hurt so bad the next day. I tried to order them Smirnoff’s with the Alaze but they aint have no Alaze. How whack. I am mad my Cousin Ito girlfriend Veronica untucked my shirt because she said I looked like Orkle but then the bouncer came to me and told me to tuck it back in and that if I did it again they would kick me out. Whack ass club, I don’t know why they was sweating me. *rolls eyes*

Then the next night. I got abducted by homos. Chris and his boy Mike (smelly boy) came and scooped me. Them two are some real characters. They had me laughing the whole time. We went and chilled at Chris house. I basically was forced to watch Degrassi, show is so gay. I did like one episode though. I basically watched them two do some funny shit. They some hyper ass niggas I thought I was hyper but damn. It was fun though. Cool homo chulos. I got home mad late and knocked out. Long weekend I tell ya. But very fun.

Other then that, I am waiting to get my car in shit in order. I saw Step Up with my mom and cousin Erica. It was a fun movie. I was acting a fool and doing the chicken noodle soup dance during the movie. Then after the movie in the lobby I was having fun acting like a ballerina. I aint crazy! I am just Expressing Myself. haha. I really need to find a job now. *sighs* Other then that everything seems to be aight. I still aint got a chulo in my life but I aint really rushing it. Life is cool right now with out one ya know. Chris let me hold him. So I got a lil cuddle time in so yall know I was loving that. Good to have a cuddle buddy. *smiles*

Posted by drb @ 04:13 AM CST [Link]

[Monday, August, 07^nd 2006 @ 03:18 am. ]
This weekend, so yea. Friday I got to chill with my boy Joshua “J”. It was cool. I only get to see his punk ass like once a year. So we usually have like a lil movie friend date once a year. But its always a good time. he is my lil dorky sci fi geek friend. So cute. We chilled and walked to the beach. Chilled around a lot of white people. Then we walked back to the movies. His punk ass always calls me “ghetto” but… I just like to express myself at any given time. *angel face* We went to go see The Decent movie up at Showcase Cinemas in Bridgeport. It was a hot as movie. It wasn’t cheesy like some other scary movies was, it was good all the way through and there was no bull shit plot or nada. So it was good. I jumped a few times. Joshua was jumping like a lil bitch, haha. There was some gorey gruesome shit, I liked it! I glad I got to see him again. He was actually the 1st homo friend I ever made, so cool we still cool ya know.

Next day me and Frankie got picked up by Miguel. We chilled at his house. They got me “overly tipsy” was drinking Moheetos, or however ya spell it. They was good. I like it. *smiles* then started taking X Rated shots. Wow I was feelin NICE I was in the matrix with neo in shit. Haha. Then they decided to go to the movies. I had to go see the Decent again. My ass was all tipsy I was laughing at da scary parts, and had mad goofy comments. It was fun. I was then involuntarily compelled to sleep over Miguel house even after I told him I aint want to. His punk ass. Then me and Frankie slept on his bed, and his bed is hard ass hell. I aint get no sleep. Damn tragedy yo. But Frankie let me hold him, so it was cool. The next day Miguel got my damn nerve, he so slow sometimes. Helped him move into his new apt. It looks mad cute. Its mad far though, I don’t know what he was thinking. I guess he was just jumping into the whole I wanna be independent phase or something. But I think he can handle it so dats was sup. I finally got home and went to sleep. I was so tired.

Oh my god, I have to talk about this. Flava Flav! This show is fuckin bonkers yo! I was Rollin, laughing so hard. The women on this show are so damn ghetto, crazy, wild, slow, insane ass all hell. Complete entertainment for the whole hour. I mean there was a fight in the 1st 10 mins. Bitch got picked up and kicked out the house “don’t be interrupting my prayer or god will direct me to whip your ass“, other girls is drunk acting stupid. Other girls is arguing fighting, some of the girls are so crazy like really mentally not right “you is cooler then a polar bear‘s toenails dog“. Last but not least, a girl Shitted On Herself Like What The Blood. This show is off the hook. Yall must see it on VH1.

Yo I am feeling really sad bout now. Kind don know why. I just think I was stressed today. Bunch of homos just got on my nerve all at once this weekend. NO one I was really messing with or trying to holla at but peeps I was friends with or trying to be cool with. I really do not get some people. I guess I am too honest and caring and other is just fake and blah. Makes no sense, just be real. If you a hoe just say it. You wasting my time and yours ya know. I don’t know. *sighs* Every time I talk to someone new. I think they cool, I think this one might be different and just a short while lata, its always the same damn bull shit. Its like I try and be a good friend to these homos, and its like for what, I either get played, dissed, used, disrespected. I don’t know why I continue to be so damn nice and caring. I really don’t. *sad face* I got so much love that I want to give, so much that I want to do, so much nice things want to do for someone, but there aint no nigga on my level. Not that I am on some HIGH above everyone level. Is not about being above anyone or what not. They just not on my level, whatever level that is. I have high hopes that there is another dude that is like me. There has to be. Its just real hard trying to locate that mother fucka, haha. But hopefully I will find him.

Getting lonely yo. *sad fuckin face*

Posted by drb @ 03:20 AM CST [Link]

[Wednesday, August, 02^nd 2006 @ 08:08 pm. ]
Was Sup Peoples! I am here, no need to fear.
So last week. Hmmmmmmm yall know my memory sucks. But yea…. I went to the movies with my familia. We went to go see Monster House. That movie was really good. I liked it a lot. That lil chubby boy ,Chowder, was mad funny. He had me rollin through the whole me. He was mad goofy. It was a cool lil family movie. I think I might get it when it comes out on DVD. Other then that the week I just been practicing driving last week. I did pretty good, I think. My mom yelled at me because I almost hit a lil kid. But I swear I would have missed him *angel face* He shouldn’t be in da middle of the street anyways, no jury in the tri state area would convict me. *smiles*

Saturday I had my drivin test I was so damn scared. It was at 8 am. I could not sleep so I just stood up all night and my mom picked me up in da morning. We drove to the Department of Motor Vehicles in Norwalk, CT. We was 30 mins early but yet there was a long ass line, there was like 200 people there before they opened the door. I went in they called my name. I took the eye test 1st. It was dumb. Then I took the written test well it was on a touch screen computer/ I got all of them right except one. So I was pumped that shit was so easy. I studied good. “go me go me go me” I Rule The World Biotches! Next was the driving test. I was so damn scared. They guy was trying to talk to me and calm me down. He kept asking me what ya do yesterday and my slow ass was like “I don’t know, I don’t remember” haha. But it was pretty easy. I only messed up really once. I took a wide turn one time, but it was nada. So yea I PASSED. I had to pay for da ID, that shit was $77. I was mad about it. And my pic looked crazy because I aint shave. And then the lady taking my picture trying to flirt with me talkin about “I’ll take da picture with you” haha. Bitch please. This is my Kodak moment. But so glad I finally got my license.

Yo know having a license sucks. I still aint got no car so I still cant go no where. Everybody and they momma talkin shit for me to get my license. I finally do and no one let me use their car. SHIT AINT RIGHT. OH MY GOD. Wanna hear something crazy, well my mom turns to me and was like “Orlando guess what I found out yesterday, your father is gay.” aint that some shit. My father is gay now. Ha. I don’t care about him anyways, but its funny.

So what else is good? I aint still aint get my aid back from school. They talkin about, nada really. I gotta call tomorrow and cuzz some people out. This is some bull shit. I will fight them if they don’t let me finish my damn 3 classes. I hate Southern CT State University. They shit is so unorganized and backwards. Its all about kissing ass at the school, and if you aint my man, I aint kissing your ass. *two snaps and a spin smack* I just hope shit gets better. *worried face*

Ha why me and my da port friends was bored so we all decided to go swimming at night. We went to Short Beach and are dumb asses went in the salt water. We was the only ones swimming at 11pm. Water was cold but it was sorta refreshing since it was mad hot. It was fun, we basically laughed at Miguel the whole time who was reenacting Beyonce video in the shoreline. So gay. But it was fun times. We need to do that again. And what the fuck is up with this Heat Wave my balls been musty all day. I don’t like this heat. I am sitting in da direction of my AC yo. I aint moving!

Gay Issues. There is none. No gay drama in my life. Holla *pops collar* I haven’t been really trying to find someone new. I am happy with being single now. I got my friends and family to keep me entertained. But its sad to admit. I am starting to feel dat loneliness. Only really because I miss holding someone. I miss ad cuddles ya know me.

Cuddle? … … … … … … please.

Posted by drb @ 08:11 PM CST [Link]

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