My Archives: December 2006

[Monday, December, 18^th 2006 @ 05:42 am. ]
The past two weeks, Um. I guess same o shit really for da most part. Je n’ai pas un vie. *pops collar*

X Mas Spending Once again I told myself I was not going to buy as much as I usually do. I told myself I was only going to get certain people. I told myself I was not gonna spend a lot of money because DUH I don’t have any. But…I did it again, I spent too much money, bought more then I wanted to. Uh I guess I cant help it, I like buying people shit for X Mas. I like surprising people with a gifts. Sucks I probably aint gonna get nothing in return but, I got use to it ya know. I usually just think small when it comes to me receiving a gift, this year, I aint even gonna plan to get nothing. Better that way I guess. But I am sure I will make a lot of smiles when people get my gifts, I always get nice gifts for people. I still actually might get a few more lil things for certain people. I hope I don’t, but I probably will. Lets just say I am broke, and my credit cards bills are MAD HIGH.IRS will be looking for my ass. But hey you live once, and it is for my family, so, hopefully I can bounce back from my dept soon. *crosses fingers*

Scholastic Performance So funny that I still talk about going to school. But yea. I still got those few damn classes to finish so I can get my bloody degree. I need to reregister for the spring and try and get the classes I need. Sucks because I have to wait till January 8th and ALL of the classes I need are already closed. I don’t know what its gonna happen as far as that goes. I don’t even know if they are going to give me my aid back. I really do no know what is going to happen with this school situation. I am hoping for the best. I was actually suppose to handle some of this stuff last week and go to SCSU “GO OWLS!” and finish some paper work. But haha, plans did not go through. I was gonna stay over my girl Rose house, since she live sin New Haven, and just go to SCSU in the morning. But home girl called me acting mad crazy and crying on the phone. I am like “what the blood happen” Rose found a mouse and didn’t know what to do with her self. She had to leave her apt and everything. It was so funny. I guess it’s a girl thing. So I didn’t stay over and didn’t go to SCSU. I do hope to go to SCSU this week. I better go.

Extracurricular Activates. Still go out and paint the town pink (yes I said pink *snaps*). Haha. Funny my broke ass stay “Ballin!” to some degree. *pats my own back* *pats my credit card* Haha. Last week was fun, @ Oracle. For some unknown reason when we get there, there was a private party in the back room for some Yale Frat people. It was like a whole bunch of str8 people in our lil gay spot. They were dressed up and everything. So I felt a strong need to get right in the middle of these Yale Heads, and dance around them and act as gay as I possibly could. Me and Chriisz was on the stage in the middle of them serving serious butch queen realness with a twist (gay terminology). Haha fun times. We danced with some of them. Laugh at a lot of them. I actually had mad fun with the str8 people there. Because when they left it got mad blah, and the DJ started playing some bull shit.

This Friday was actually more fun. They played better music. A lot of my peoples was there so that always makes it more fun. I bought a new digital camera so I got to take some cool pics. I was dancing my homo ass off. In the front room, oh my god, they was playing some Latin music. I was dancing like a hot fool. But it was so much fun. I love dancing and making a fool of myself. I love being me and having fun. I was mad I missed when they played dutty wine in da back. That’s my jam and I missed it. But they played “walk it out” and everyone was jamming. I love my gay peoples because we be wildin the fuck out. On the way home was mad fun. OMG we hit da red light at down town New Haven and had the Dutty Wine jamming loud, I put the car in park and we got out the car and stared wildin. We was doing the dutty wine in da street. Haha fun ass hell. (don’t try that at home). Then we kept driving right and there was this white car on da side of us and they was jamming to some reggae music. We both stopped at the red light and, again put the car in parked, went up to my girls car and started jamming outside of their car on the street again. Too much fun.

Homoerectus in sorta a full effect. Um not really much to report about the homo life. Not talkin to any homos. Not crushing on no one. And Yes very sad but true to say no damn cuddles. No cuddle action since the end of the summer really. Long time. But…its hasn’t been to bad on me. I guess I am getting better at not letting myself get too lonely or what not. I have had plenty of niggas trying to holla and stuff, but just not feeling it too much. I just don’t wanna talk to someone just because like I am bored or something. I want the next one to be someone I really want. Doubt it will come soon. Yall know I don’t like homos much. Sucks because I never had a boyfriend around the holidays. I never got to spoil no nigga for X Mas and stuff. And I always wanted to do that, but I guess I got to just deal with it. I was going to buy some shit for one of my homo boys but I decided not to. Ah well. I got to funny feeling I am going to slip soon and end up just talkin to someone new because I miss the affection. I hope I don’t, but if I know myself, I will end up just being a sucka for a cuddle. *sighs*

Oh I bought www.sodamncocky.com not sure what I will do with it but “so damn cocky” has come to be one of my catch phrases, yall know I got a lot of those. Trying to figure out what I wanna do with the site. Any Ideas?

Not much else to spit out. I am going to rest and watch some TV and hopefully fall asleep sooner then later. I really hope I have a cuddle dream. Yall have no idea how much I love having a cuddle dream. Its simple, innocent, sweet and so damn beautiful. *sighs*

Posted by drb @ 05:44 AM CST [Link]

[Wednesday, December, 06^th 2006 @ 01:30 am. ]

Well Well, it was my b day week. Long ass week, haha. But I had mad fun. Last year I kinda did the same thing. Went out like every night that week for my b day. So I decided to do the same for this year, just g to like better clubs. So that’s what I did.

Tuesday @ Bar. I picked my boy Cliff up and then Rose and we go to Bar in New Haven. Its gay night on Tuesday. The music is not really good that night though. But they have 24 cent drinks so that’s was sup. I had a few drinks and was just acting a fool. When a club is not really bumping, that’s what I do, start acting real silly. We took mad pictures that night. They actually started playing hip hop there so we got to dance real quick. They played a lot of old school songs, they only played the songs for like 15 seconds each haha, DJ was trying to speed through the black music. Haha. Fun Night though. We then chilled in the front area, we took mad pictures again. They was playing Madonna “like a prayer” and I got on the table and started dancing really, really, really gay. Fun times. We went out to eat after wards. We was gonna go to Gourmet Buffet but it looked blah, so we went to get Pizza. I wanted a slice but Rose and Cliff wanted Gourmet instead, but I was like “Its my b day, so we getting what I want” Right? Um no! Both them heifers went to Gourmet Buffet, so we ate there. It was funny we started talkin about something gross and I was like “see only white people do that shit” but I guess I was too loud or something and Rose and Cliff was telling me to shut up. And I look up and we were surrounded by white people! Haha. So we……LEFT. Haha.

Wednesday @ Senior Ponchos. Well I use to go here a lot with my college buddies so I wanted to go again for my b day sorta a college night remembrance. Eat some wings, drink some margaritas and just bug and chill. That’s exactly what we did, so that’s was sup. The wings was good, I had 3 margaritas *smiles* It was a cool chill type thing. Bugging with my fake girlfriends Jenn and Lesha. So then we bounced like at 10 or so. Jenn had me rolling asking me about Lesha becoming Puerto Rican with her beads in the car haha (inside joke). So then I went to hulas after.

Wednesday @ Hula Hanks. I met up with my boy Jeff and we went to Hula Hanks. It was gay night tonight so bunch of the same homo niggas there. There is one cutie I be seeing but he kinda tall and reminds me of a mixture of two exes, haha. So I don’t think I will be trying to get that. *winks* It got really funny because why there was some 30 year old nigga swinging on a swing over the bar. That was weird. Old fairy floating in da air. Then they had a booty shaking contest. They tried to pull me on the bar to do it, but I aint got no ass, so SIKE!. It was funny because the music they played for this booty shaking contest was a gay ass cunt song. “its gonna get server up in here, don’t just stand there and just holla give that queen a fuckin dollar” They why o why my boy Coonie gonna tell the drag queen it was my b day, so she gonna come up to me with the microphone. They made me go on da bar and the club singing me happy b day. I got mad embarrassed. But it was cool. It was another fun night real quick.

Thursday @ Alchemy. I met up with my home girl and we went to get some herbal refreshment, FOR HER not for me. I am a good boy. Then we bounced to West Ville to get some grub. They got the best wings ever! So damn good. My inner fat bitch wants some right now. *smiles* Then Jenn came and met us there. After we ate we bounced to Alchemy. Wasn’t really bumping that night. So basically we just started acting silly and laughing. I had a few drinks, actually some Henesey. I don’t like it. Blah. But oh my god there was this white dude that was high off some crazy drugs. He was dancing mad crazy. We (whole club) was laughing at him. They played that song “Balling” the white dude was acting like he was dribbling a basketball and throwing it in a hoop. Like WHO DOES THAT. That shit was too funny, then Monique’s Friends went and danced with him. They look like cave people dancing. It was too funny. Then, me Lesha and Jenn was basically dancing together the whole night, I go to the bathroom to pee right quick. When I come back these bitches is dancing was some new niggas. I am like “what the blood” These bitches was quick to diss me. Niggas saw I left and jumped on them. Damn hetero ass niggas. Haha. I went up tot hem and I was like “damn , I really do be cock blocking yall when we go out, I never knew , I am so sorry” haha because they always say I be cock blocking and dats why dudes don’t go up to them because they think I am they man. I always thought that was BS, but I guess its true haha. Fun Night right quick.

Friday @ Krash. Today is my B DAY! YAY! I got mad texts messages, calls, voice mails, I got over 300 comments on myspace.com (damn I am popular). I feel da love. *smiles* *hugs everyone* So that was cool. It kinda sucked when I woke up. I had to rush to da hospital because my like 2nd family’s grand mother was passing away. So we went to see her at the hospital. It was sad. I hate crying in front of people. Sad way to start off your b day, but its aight. I got back home later. Shaved, showered and got dressed. I am mad I had driver complications. But I didn’t want to drive to NY so I ended up picking my boy Cliff up and driving to Stanford. Raul was there and he is da one who drove us to da city. Thanks Raul *hugs* I am so glad he was down to drive. So we get to the club, and I had a guest list. But they gave me a VIP section lounge spot. I was like “Ballin!” It had balloons and banners. It was mad nice. The DJ drag lady gave me a shout out. “go me go me go me” we had bottle champagne. It was mad fun. I got to see a lot of my peoples that came. Like three of my exes was there, haha. They was all next to each other at one point. That was funny. I danced my ass off. OMG. It was so fucking hot to. But I had mad fun. I was so mad my damn camera broke but Jasmin brought hers so she took mad pictures for me. Thanks Babes. *hugs* They played all my jams. Even the chicken noodle soup song. I never heard it in da club, so I finally got to do the dance in a club. I was acting a whole hot mess, but it was fun. They played the dutty wine 3 times. Damn my legs was hurting but I was fucking that song up. “go me go me go me” Good B Day night.

Saturday @ Escuelita. Again with the ride problems. I didn’t want to drive but then My girls from high school was going so me and Cliff just jumped in they car. We got to the club. Everything was cool. I got in free, YAY. Haha. Some of my peeps came, so that was mad good. I was mad me and my girls was dancing and some dude started dancing with Gladia, like bitch its my b day and you get a nigga 1st in a gay club. Shit aint right, haha. My straight home girls bounced, haha. They went to Avalon. So me and cliff was there, Raul and his peeps came after. We just chilled. The drag show was cool. They be getting better and better, and look more and more like girls every time I go. I danced so much that night, like SO MUCH. More then I ever danced before I think. Me and Cliff was drenched in some sweat. Yo there was this BANGING ASS GIRL there dancing right next to me. She was dancing with this other butch girl. But then she started dancing with me. So me and her was dancing for like 15 mins mins right, and that butch chick kept lookin at me like she mad or something. So I guess the cute girl like “ yo is that your girl, she look like she wanna fight me” haha the girl was like “no, I am str8, I was just having fun” so ok cool, so we dancing more and more then she was like “are you gay or str8” I said “gay” haha why she got mad and nudged Cliff into me like dance with a homo then. That shit was funny. I guess she was disappointed. Ah well. Haha. We left the club like at 5am. And we took a taxi to Union Sqaure and met up with Gladia, Dalal and Sasha at a diner. Yall know I was acting mad gay and extra there. It was fun. We got home like at 7:30. Sun all out in shit. But it was a fun ass b day week though. Best b day yett. So HOLLA!

Since then I been aight. Chillin same o same o. Now that my b day week is done I need to get productive again and catch up on some shit. Job hunting still, lol but I think I should really hunt instead of napping all day… hmmm… I will look into it. Bendito I had to go to a funeral today for granny, she passed away Saturday. It was sad. *sad face* I so don’t like funerals, but I had to go ya know. *sighs* Now X Mas is coming soon, and I am so broke. Sucks Ass. But a well. Ok I don’t feel like talkin no more so BYE NIGGAS!

Posted by drb @ 01:28 AM CST [Link]

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